I only own- okay, you get it.

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Roses. It's not just a flower, you know. It's something much much more.

A rose has inside petals- and those petals are tightly knit, and always known and never ignored.

And then, there's the outside petals- those petals are hanging by the thread, threatening to just...... Gracefully fall down. There ignored.

I feel like I'm the outside petal a lot.

Sometimes it feels like my parnets care more for Harry and Shane then they do for me. Of course, I don't say anything, I'm not like that.

I live with two younger brothers, and a dad. Me and mum are the only girls. I'm they're only daughter; they have two sons.

I've grown up with racing brooms, ever since Harry was born. Qudditch.

I've been to a lot of Qudditch matches. Heck, I'm even on the Gryffindor Qudditch team! Bit I can't help but wonder........

Is it because of my two younger brothers that I don't have much girl stuff?

I never did play with Barbies or dolls of some sort. Nope, I've grown up with Quaffles, Snitches, Bludgers, and Brooms. I've grown up with Qudditch, and boy stuff.

It's really uncomfortable when I'm a thirteen year old girl and I really don't know how to....... How to put on a pad. I've never learned. And... It feels uncomfortable.

Aunt Dianna has talked to Erin about that stuff; I think it's because she asumed that mum has talked to me about it.

Wrong.

Anyway, I ha step most embarrassing momment in my life in Potions. Of course it was in Potions.

Fucking Potions.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS IN POTIONS.

Well, it's true.

Anyway, I was woken up today by Alica. She was whispering in my ear:

"Lexi. Lexi. Lexi." Over and over again in a Freddy Kouger like voice it scared the shit out of me.

"NOT FUNNY, LEESH." I yelled, sort of growling at the same time.

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In potions, I stood up to put my vial on Snapes desk. People kept laughing at me as I go up. I blushed. Erin's eyes widened, with shock, or something.

"It seems, Miss Potter, that your bleeding."

"WHAT!? IM DYING!" I exclaimed, melodramatically.

"Period." Snape snickered, evilness in his beetle black eyes.

I looked down, blushed, and felt tears threatening to fall out of my eyes.

"Ha ha ha!"

People kept laughing at me. Only Alica, Angelina, and Erin didn't. Lee, Fred, and George were laughing.

I was so embarrassed.

I ran out, crying, and ran to the Hospital Wing.

That's when Uncle Remus caught me out of class.

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Short chapter, sorry...

~ Madison