I always wondered
How I would know
How it would feel
To really like someone

Now I don't have to wonder

But it's too late

He's gone

Thousands of miles between us

When just last night,
I was finally laying in his arms
Comforted by his heart beat
And the warmth of his skin

We held hands
And laughed
And smiled
And just stared into each other's eyes

I miss him already

I slept today
Trying to rid myself of the pain

But closing my eyes
Only let tears escape

If this was paper
You'd see the stains

Of drops
Running down my cheeks
For a boy
I liked
For a week