Okay... so.. uhmm.... None of ya'll know him.. But my crush.... just came on Monday.. like two days ago? Its like my heart ached like its dying just bcoz of seeing him.... U could say its.. like at first sight? I wouldn't say love... He is really cute and cool. Like he is athletic... I know that boys r athletic... but whatever.. Okay.. I think it was yesterday, but.. When he took out his other beanie.. My friends tried.. But I was like," I wanna try" in a childish voice. Then he was like "you can have it".. I was like "r u sure?" like i feel happy but at the same time i dont want to have it coz its his.. he insisted so i just kept it.. at first it smelled like makeup, but it smelled so good.. I know i am a very creepy person.... Creeps like me don't deserve to live but.. ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!! He wore a panda sweater yesterday too..  It was really adorable.. We even styled his hair into a two pigtails... well, mostly I did.. Then one my friend suggested to put hearts on him.. We didn't have any eyeliner so we used a thin marker. I drew a small heart on both his cheeks.. Two of my friends squealed when our faces was an inch away... Those two are Bianca and Alezandra.. I have three other friends.. its Marwa, Serafina, and Gabby.. Basically we r all seven members.. it was just the six of us but then he came along.. also this is the most exciting thing.. so we then talked about if we could carry each other.  Well on him, me and serafina.. Serafina carried him.. It was an eh.. he wasn't surprised.. But when i did.. he was shookity shook.... But all of us except him were  super shookity shookity shook as fuck!!!! He was like," Let me try carrying u".. I was like "No.. I'm too heavy".. then he was like "no.. Let me carry u"... so i trusted him.. He carried me.. But.. But!.... BUT!!!!.B..U..T! in a bridal style way!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so.... I regret not looking at his face... Coz i hid my face.. Like Gabby and Marwa ship me with him.. Then serafina's other friends ships her with him... Srry if im bragging... I guess i am bragging but I am just updating all of u.. I hope ur happy for me.. Btw their ship will sink.. I will never get a chance with him. he will never like me. Reader.. u will find someone one day that u will actually end up with in the future.. Btw their all 8th graders except me and Alezandra.