Storming the halls as I entered the common room where Lorenzo was with Hannah.

"Lorenzo Berkshire we need to talk" I growled flashing my wolf eyes

"Uh oh" Hannah said softly

"Uhh what did I do?" He said nervously

"He's my mate isn't he?" I growled

"Oh uh" he laughed nervously

"Why didn't you fucking tell me?" I hissed

"He wouldn't let us, I'm sorry y/n but he made us all promise until you turned fifteen next week" he said panicked

"Wait how did you find out?" Hannah panicked

"Figured it out after chatting with someone, but it doesn't matter because when I turn fifteen Matteo's going to regret not letting me make friends I promise you that" I growled

"Let's be rational here y/n don't push him away it" Enzo began

"Fuck you, I thought we all were friends I thought we never kept secrets from one another or I thought we were family, but you've all been lying to me and I don't think that's okay, it's not fair and it's not okay in my eyes" I growled and stormed out

My next mission avoiding everyone who lied to me especially Matteo. It hurt it really did because I thought they cared about me, I thought he cared. I guess everyone shows their true intentions eventually and this just happened to be theirs. I don't think they actually cared anymore, was I not enough, why was he hiding it from me. Did he not want me like that, was I not good enough for him, not pretty or skinny enough. I stormed into the common room and avoided the calls from my friends as I fought back tears and ran to my dorm. I locked the door and silenced it as I screamed in anger and sadness from the information I've been given.

Matteo knocked at my door but I ignored it and blocked the door with my heavy dresser. I then put a blocking barrier on my room in case he got through by some miracle of course. I took every possible precaution needed for this as I was angry I was hurt. I felt betrayed and neglected by them so I decided they didn't deserve me either. I went to the bathroom and sat down on the floor as tears fell down my face. I felt my wolf clawing at the surface wanting free. I punched the cabinet and broke the wood before standing and breaking the mirror out of pure rage. I screamed in pain as my wolf began forcing a shift through my body.

It hurt it really hurt and Matteo broke the door open but couldn't get through the barrier I created. It wasn't your typical spell it was one I created and no one would know the counter spell for it thankfully so. I stumbled towards my room and things began to break as I tried to hold onto my humanity, but one look at Matteo broke it all. I dropped to the ground screamed as my bones shifted into my wolf form. Once it was all done I looked at Matteo and growled angrily at him. Luckily for him the barrier also kept me inside as my wolf angrily rushed towards it. I was pushed backwards by the force but shook it off and growled louder angrier this time.

"Princess what happened?" He asked panicked

Not like I could respond or anything not that I wanted to either. But thoughts ran through my head rushing about as my so called friends, so called family surrounded the door. I knew if I let my mental wall slip they'd be able to read
my thoughts so I didn't. I fought it as I fought for my humanity back but it wasn't working I was too lost and blinded by rage. My mental wall eventually crumbled and Matteo plus tom invaded my head.

"Fuck" Matteo whimpered

"You screwed up brother" tom said softly

"What's going on?" Pansy asked sadly

"She hates us, hates me" Matteo said teary eyed

"I'm sorry I didn't want to tell her she figured it out" Lorenzo panicked

"Who told her?" Theo asked softly

"Cedric" Matteo growled going to storm off

I growled loudly causing him to freeze in place and turn to face me. His worried expression was now replaced with anger and I couldn't accept that at all.

"He had no right" Matteo growled

I growled and forced the shift back before waving my hand getting dressed.

"No you had no right" I growled angrily visibly shaking with rage

"What?" He asked shocked

"You had no right to stop me from making friends, no right to hide this from me, and you all, you lied and betrayed me, i thought merlin I can't believe i actually thought you all cared and how many other lies are there huh? What else have you kept from me hmm because now's the time to tell me or don't either way you fucked up and i can't possibly trust you again, fucking hell i should have known, remus and Andrea were right im a bad person, im not good enough for love or friendship let alone a fucking family, merlin im so fucking stupid" I growled