WARNING: CONTAINS SUICIDE ATTEMPT!!! (JSYK)

Two Days Later

Author POV

Y/N sat on top a thirty story building, looking down at the road and then up at the horizon. She wasn't sitting behind the railings but past it, at the edge. She was too broken and in sorrow to even think. Even though she was physically alive, she was mentally and emotionally dead. She had no reason to live now, her mother and father are gone, she has nobody to actually live for. With that she stood up and went further out to the edge until her heels were the only part of her foot that were still on the building and if there is one slight movement to the front she will fall down from the building. 

Y/N POV

I sat at the edge of the building near my neighborhood. It was the only tallest building around and since I came into the world in this neighborhood, I will also leave this world from this neighborhood. I sat there completely still, looking at the road where I will be laying lifeless, I then looked at the horizon and thought to myself,

"How further would the horizon stretch out for? Maybe as far as my eyes can see, but if my eyes are going to close forever in a few minutes then why bother..."

I stood up and got to the really edge with only my heels touching the building. I knew this is the end to my life and I have chosen to end it this way. I closed my eyes and spread my arms out, as I was about to lean forward, I heard the voice of my parents. I pushed myself backwards and fell back on the rooftop as I opened my eyes to look for where my parents are but I saw nobody. I closed my again crying and I heard my parents saying;

"Y/N, this is not how we want you to come to us" eomma said, her voice sounded as if she was trying to hold her cries in.

"This is not who you are. Don't give up on your life so fast" I could hear Appa say in his string deep voice.

I closed my eyes tighter and yelled, 

"Then how else am I supposed to live? I have lost you two from my life. I have lost my everything. There is no reason in me to live. I want to be together with you two, I miss you guys so much. If you don't want me to take my own life then give me a good reason to live..."

"I know my child that you are feeling dreadful, but if you want a reason from us of why you shouldn't kill yourself then find who killed us.." Appa said in a serious voice

"Your father is right Y/N. Finding who killed us is a reason for you to live and for us to see you alive" even eomma stopped trying to cry and said in her most serious voice ever.

I then opened my eyes and moved back, away from the building. I made my way to the stairs and went back home.

My parents are right. I can't kill myself like this. I am not alone, because if I was, I would have jumped already. My parents are with me all the time, together with me like they always were when they were alive.

"Whoever you are, run. Run as much as you can from me. I will not stop until I find you. RUN..."

Present Time

Author POV

As the early morning sun rose, it shone through Y/N's window hitting her eyes. The sunlight filled her dark room, it was so quiet you could only hear the soft chirping of baby birds. Spring had just come around the corner after a long and cold winter. Everything felt like the exact same day as her parents were killed. 

Y/N POV

As the morning sunlight hit my face I slowly turned around in my bed to avoid the contact of the sunlight with my eyes. Not wanting to get up, I slowly opened and closed my eyes. The whole house was quiet, the thought of the day when her parents were killed got tears in my eyes. They were all so happy and excited that their only child will be going to university. 

It has been two years since I lost them from my life forever. Where ever they are today, I want them to know that I miss them all the time. When I wake up, when I sleep, in the morning, afternoon and night. Every single thing I do, their faces flash in front of my eyes. 

Their dream and happiness was to send me to university and live my dreams as well as fulfil my parents dreams. So today I will resume the dream that I paused for the last two years. I will go to university today and live my dreams, I will do it for myself, I will do it for my parents.

I got up and did my morning routines. After I had a shower, I was going through my wardrobe, looking for an outfit to wear for my long flight. I moved a hanger of clothes from one side to another and that is when I found the clothes that I wore the day that I was supposed to go to Seoul. 

My heart filled up with many different emotions, I wanted to cry but I wanted to stay strong at the same time. I decided to wear those same clothes so that the realization of my sorrow, anger and revenge stays the same. I opened my bed side drawer and took out the necklace that I found at the crime scene. I looked at it in anger and rage, I have been out of the house for countless days and nights to look for whoever took my parents away from me. I was and am still desperately looking for the person who ruined my happy family, who took my everything from me. Whenever I am about to find out who did this to me, something always happens and I lose who did it, making me start from the start.

I had been tracking a suspicious man who was at the crime scene of the day my parents were killed. I got a hint that he had something to do with my parents' murder because he kept looking around for something even when everybody else went to the police station with Detective Felix that day. He also followed me everywhere I went. 

Flashback...

One day, I was taking a walk in the cold and then I felt someone's presence in the empty streets at night. As soon as I turned around nobody was there but when I turned back to start walking again, I saw someone's reflection on the walkway. I was not scared of whoever it was or if he tried to harm me because I was not scared of death anymore, the slight thought of suicide also came to mind but I stopped thinking that because if I die, who will give justice to my parents. 

I kept walking along in the empty streets until I got to a dark alley when I reached inside my bag for a knife to either defend myself or attack the guy. Holding the knife tightly and steadily in hand, I quickly turned around, there was someone standing there. I didn't really see the face because he was wearing a black hoodie with only his mouth showing. It was also very dim- lit but I could tell that his face was pale white and there were two white pieces of something on both corners of his mouth. I couldn't really tell what it was but it looked like that it was a part of him. Fangs? 

How ridiculous. How can a human have fangs--

"Well the autopsy results of your parents has come back and it shows that something was lodged into the neck of your parents causing them to die of blood loss... it looks like something long, and there are two of them which makes it look like snake bites. However, snake bites can never be as big as the one on your parents' neck."

Felix's words suddenly rang in my head. 

Fangs. Vampires and devils? So my parents died because someone bit them with their fangs...?

But this doesn't make any sense. How can vampires and devils even exist? Aren't they fake? Whatever the reason is of why people think they are fake. They are in front of me right now. A cold shiver went down my spine. I was scared for a spilt second but then I remembered that he might have killed my parents. Without even thinking for another second, I went completely crazy and attacked the man... vampire... devil, whatever he was. Before I could even reach him, a black thick smoke surrounded him and he disappeared. 

Now I know that he is a vampire or devil.. whatever, some supernatural thing but the most important thing that mattered to me was that he killed my parents and I am not scared of him, no matter what...

Coming back now...

I got my bags ready, not forgetting the necklace and headed straight to my car. I drove to the airport and got checked in. Three hours early for my flight, the time that eomma might have dropped me off to get check in.

I sat in the lounge area, waiting for my flight to get ready for boarding. I thought to myself

"I am going to Seoul not only for my university but to also find the killer of my parents. The spiritualist told me that the heart of super naturals is Seoul. So I am going to Seoul to not only fulfil my parents' dream, but to also find their murderer."

Just as I was thinking that the voice over announced that my flight is ready for boarding. I got up and went towards the boarding gate. I looked back and said, 'Y/H/T will not be seeing me for quite a while.' Then I looked ahead of me at my plane and said 'Seoul, here I come. Get ready to reveal every secret and every truth about my parents' murder.'

The plane took off and I was so consumed in the my own thoughts that I didn't even realise that we have landed in Seoul. 

There is no other place I can think of right now except the inner secrets of the supernatural. I hate them from the bottom of my heart now but I have to find out what happened two years ago. 

Seoul, I am here now. Murderer... get ready to be hunted down by my rage and revenge...

A/N

Hey guys, thank you for reading my update today. Sorry for the delay. I got busy with school work, but now that it's the term breaks, I can update regularly.

Plus, sorry if it is not spiking your interest. I am trying to add certain twists and I am trying to put the story in a smooth flow. Wait till you guys read the next one... ; )

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