So I don't have a place to ask this, so I'm going to ask it now. If you are a witch, or you know someone who is a witch, please help. 

So this happend like 10-15 minutes ago. So I was in a cleansing bath, and I decided to try to access my past life, because the bathroom/bath is the only time that I have time to myself. So I tried the whole think about being in a room and walking up a staircase with your guardian, and then when you make it up there and on the right should be a door, and behind the door, would be like a screening room that played your past life. But here's where it went a bit different. On my way to the stair case, and I then randomly pictured a young girl holding her mothers hand. The young girl was wearing a yellow poodle skirt with her hair in a ponytail with a yellow bow. I assumed it was from my past life, then I pictured a elderly women with what I believe was a floral dress. But then I resumed my walk up the stairs, and when I got to the top I went to turn around to see my guardian, and it faintly looked like my grandma (who is still alive, and I saw the other day) so I shook her hand. Then I looked up and saw the hall of doors. The door at the very end caught my eye, because I realized that earlier when I was turning around I saw the ocean at the end of the hallway. So the door caught my eye, and I was drawn to it, but I knew I should go to the door to my right. But then the door was open, and I saw a teenage boy with his arm extended. And before I knew it I felt tears welling up in my eyes. And to me that is big, because I very rarely cry. But I just started to cry, I don't know why but the ocean with boy standing in front of it, it made me cry, and I just started to mumble questions like "Why is this so important to me?" "My does this make me cry?" "Why?" "Is this from my past life?" "Who is he?" "My does this matter to me?" Questions like that. I knew I should just leave and go to the door to my right, but I just couldn't. Like I tried to, but couldn't. I then decided I should leave, so I turned to leave, and questioned if i could leave. And at first there was no answer, and then I looked back at the boy behind the door, and his facial expression was changing back and forth from, emotionless, to one that was scary and had pointy teeth. I then asked again, and realized that an angel had come down beside me, and I almost went with them, but then I realized that I had come up with the women that looked my grandmother. So I then started to try and make the women appear, and when she did, we went down the stairs. And I looked around for a little bit, wondering if it was okay to leave, and the boy from the upstairs was still scaring at me. I soon decided to leave, and opened my eyes. and now I have a headache, I can't tell if it is because I don't drink enough water on a daily basis, or if it it because of what happend. 

Update: Hey y'all, so I still don't really know what all of that ^ means, but I may have some idea now. So yesterday, I took another bath (because I was sore from running) and while relaxing I decided to try the whole past life thing again. Many things almost happend. Like I almost walked down a very dark, creepy looking hall, or I almost entered one of the door on the first floor, which I have no idea what or where it leads to. But I didn't, so I walked up the stairs again, with the women who looked like my grandma, I was in sort of hurry it seemed, I don't know why though. When I got to the top I made a split second decision, and instead of going to the door on my left. I went to the door at the end of the hallway. I walked through and I was on a beach and I saw the boy, I then took in my surroundings a bit. I was on the beach (obviously) just along the water line, and when I looked to my left I just saw the beach and some cliffs. Then to my right was a pier, (Im not sure if there was in my past life, or if that was imagination, because I was still half conscious), and the sand was sand, but I think there were black pieces in it. After taking everything in a bit, the boy took my hand and started running to my left. It was almost like we were running from someone/something. As we were running, I looked down at my clothes, and Im pretty sure I was wearing blue jeans, but that was all I could make out, barely. After examining my clothes, we started running up a cliff, that had trails in it, Im assuming for hiking. We soon made it to a cliff like place, not fully at the top but almost there, and we sat down and looked out over the ocean, and I could see the pier, and I believe there was Ferris wheel on it After that, I looked at my outfit and bit more, and I could have sworn I had my nails done with acrylics. And I sort of had a feeling that I was wearing his clothes, and I believe I was wearing sneakers or some sort of flats. After that, I got up and went over to the edge, and started to carefully go down to a lower ledge to sit on. The next part (the rest of this sentence), I can't remember that well, but I was going down and either my footing broke, or my hand slipped. When I started to fall, the boy grabbed my hand trying to catch me, but he ended up falling with me, so we both fell, and I remember that something happend mid air. By the time we reached the ground, he was under me, and died on impact, I didn't feel any pain, but Im pretty sure I broke, basically every bone in my body. I remember laying on the boy, and getting up a bit, to look down at him, he had brown, slightly red, short curly hair. And these deep bluish eyes, that I closed ( like you see in the movies), and im pretty sire he was wearing jeans like I was. I ran my fingers through his hair, and laid, sort of protectively on him, with my arms around him. The rest of it is very blurry, and probably was influenced by my imagination. But either A.) I was alive long enough for people to find me, and I might have survived. or B.) I died from loss of blood, while holding, who I believe is my lover. Most of this, I saw in sort of a third person way, while during some parts I saw it in a first person way. After all that, I was sort of brought back to the door, and then I went my guide, and I went down the stairs, and left. So yeah

I'm trying to figure out what it means? And through my thoughts while writing this, what I have come up with is that either, I saw hell. Or the boy was like my ex-lover or something like that. So I need help deciding what happend. If anyone has an interpretation, you can message me, not on this book, but you can on my messaging board or you can pm me. Please and Thank you.