I'm sad because I can't go to vidcon and I'm mad at myself because I keep getting envious and mad at some people who are at vidcon. I'm like "NO BE HAPPY FOR THEM!"

And this whole weekend if someone is missing from something they are supposed to be at. My first assumption of why they are missing will be "I bet they're at Vidcon." Like people were missing from my volleyball camp today and they had been there all week and today was that last day the first thing I assumed was that they were at vidcon.

That's it I'm walking to California