Okay so if you're like a real hardcore believer in God you probs don't want to read this.

Okay so for a while now I haven't really been believing in God? And it's not that I'm aethiest, like I believe in something it's just I don't really believe in a higher power besides like the president or something. But I do believe in there is something or somewhere we go after death I don't believe we just sit in darkness. Whether it's reincarnation or a paradise of our own. I just believe there is something after death I do not believe in a god or gods. And with the Adam and Eve thing, I don't believe anything of that. It's just the Big Bang theory is way more accurate then to people living in a garden with animals. I'm sorry if this offends you in a way I just don't believe in that stuff, and try not to force me into believing in a God because, these past months every time I prayed and felt like I was talking to a wall and it felt more of a routine than actually connecting with "God". Again please don't get offended about this I just felt like writing this down. And my parents have no idea about this and apparently to my dad being catholic is a big thing for him so I'm kind of scared to tell him. And my mom grew up baptist and she said converting to Christianity was the best thing that ever happened to her. I mean my brother is aethiest but I don't think my parents know so to the people I know personally try not to bring this up when around my parents thanks :).