Pewds 1st person POV

I just hugged Cry until he stopped crying. I was kind of upset when he just thought I was pitying him. To be completely honest, I was just pitying him at first, but when his lips touched mine... It was just... Wow. Maybe I did really like him?

We heard the bell ring, signaling the end of the game and headed towards the exit. When we got there he let go of my and walked besides me, a little far away for my liking.

We went to the lobby to see Red, Russ, Ken, and Minx. "Where's Snake and Jund," Cry asked.

"We thought they were with you. Nobody ever came to get our flag so we figured something happened and ended the game early," Red said.

I turned towards Cry, who had a worried look on his face. Tears still streaked his pale cheeks, and his eyes were still a little red and puffy. "Should we go look for them," Ken asked.

"Yeah. Maybe something broke or something happened," I suggested. I started walking towards the door when I felt a hand on my wrist.

"Maybe we shouldn't go look for them. I'm sure they are fine," Cry said. I saw him glance at minx and then back at me.

I looked over at Minx, who just sorta looked at the floor, kicking it lightly. "Something going on that we don't know about," I asked suspiciously.

I looked over and Ken, Red, and Russ, who all had the same confused look on their face. "No! Nothing is going on! Let Cry and I go look for them," Minx said suddenly.

"A-alright? I guess," I said, stepping out of the way for them. I watched as they walked back in, then sprinted around.

"What the fuck was that," I asked.

"Something is going on obviously," Red stated sarcastically.

"No duh! But what," Ken asked.

"We should follow them," Russ shrugged, walking through the door his plaid shirt flowing behind him.

I shrugged and followed.

It was weird walking through here without the game going. The lights were dim, it was scary. Red and Russ walked in front of my and Ken. Both of us were walking very close to each other, both fearing a jump scare or something.

"Well this is fucking scary," Ken whispered.

"Yeah," I murmured, turning right through a little alley way of buildings. As we walked, I just kept thinking about Cry.

Why did he freak out? I thought he liked me! Did he really think that after that kiss, I pitied him? I swear sparks flew when it happened, but maybe he didn't feel them. I mean he didn't kiss back, probably out of shock. Just the fact that I caused him to freak out made me upset.

"Hey, where did Red and Russ go," Ken asked suddenly, drawing me from my thoughts. I looked ahead of us to see that Red and Russ were no longer there.

"Shit. Well we are screwed," I chuckled.

"Yeah... Hey Pewds what happened with Cry," Ken asked.

"I don't know, he just... He freaked out. I was just going to kiss him to make him feel better, but-" Pewds started.

"YOU WERE GONNA PITY KISS HIM! PEWDS! You can't do that... To him especially! You of all people should know that," Ken yelled.

I looked down. "I know, I know. But, when I kissed him I felt something, like sparks. I just..." I trailed off.

"So, you were pitying him, but now you might actually like him," Ken asked curiously.

"No! I mean yes! I mean... I don't know. I thought I was straight... But that kiss was just... Ugh," I groaned.

Ken put his hand on my shoulder," It's okay. Maybe you just gotta try it out?"

"Yeah, but if I try it out and it turns out I don't like him he will be heartbroken," I sighed.

"Yeah, but you said you felt something," Ken shrugged.

"Could've been lust. Maybe I'll just forget about it, it will be better for both of us," I murmured.

I heard Ken sigh disappointedly," Whatever you say Pewds. Your losing your chance..."

I raised my eye at the boy who was wearing a bear hat," Wait what?" Ken stared at the floor, a faint blush appearing on his cheeks.

"Oh my god! You don't," I squealed.

"Don't tell," he begged.

"Of course I won't, bro. Maybe this will work- do you hear that," I stopped in my tracks.

Ken looked at me, we were both silent. The faint sounds of moaning can be heard. I was unsure whether it was out of pain or pleasure.

We started running in that direction, the sounds getting louder an louder. It was when we stopped at a brick wall that you could clearly hear," FASTER HARDER."

My face got hot, and I turned towards Ken who's face was as red as a tomato. "Who is that," Ken whispered.

I shrugged. It was a male voice, definitely not Russ, but too high pitched to be Snake's. "Is it Jund," I whispered.

"I think so," I answered back. "Is he master-"

I was interrupted by Snake's name being loudly moaned. "Oh," Ken said. He looked shocked, so was I.

"That was unexpected, we should head back," I whispered. Ken nodded, following behind me.

When we got back to the lobby Red, Russ, Cry, and Minx were waiting there. Red and Russ looked embarrassed whilst Cry and minx looked angry. "We told you to wait," Minx yelled.

"You knew about them," Ken asked back.

"You saw them," Cry asked in disbelief.

"Heard," I corrected, as Ken continued.

"Why didn't you tell us," Ken yelled angrily.

"They didn't want anyone to know," Cry spoke quietly. His gaze met mine and he gave a sort of look of "We need to talk." I knew we did. I didn't want to though.

I still wasn't sure what I was going to say. Would I give it a chance and risk leading him on, or would I just forget about it. It would possibly be less pain in the long run.

"What do you think Pewds," Minx asked. She looked very angry and upset towards a Ken.

"I'm sorry what," I asked.

"Boys are idiots," she murmured under her breath," Anyway. Wouldn't you allow for your friends relationship to be secret."

"Oh. Of course," I answered simply.

"See Ken! Your being insensitive wanting to know everybody's business," she yelled, she sounded annoyed.

"They should trust us though! We are their friends," Ken argued. At that moment we heard the sound of a door creaking open.

We turned our heads to see Snake and Jund. "Uh sorry. I had to check up on some of the um, stuff for the arena," Snake lied unconvincingly.

"Yeah. We were just waiting for you guys," Minx smiled at them, giving them a sort of death stare.

Snake ran his hand through the back of his hair and Jund just stared at his feet. I felt Cry's eyes staring into my soul, and I noticed Ken gazing at Cry. I looked over at Minx, who was glaring at me, obviously realizing what was going on. Then Red and Russ just standing the side with confused looks on their faces.

Minx then shifted her eyes over and Ken, her eyes showed a bit of sympathy," Oh Ken. No, Ken don't tell me..."

Ken looked over at her. "What? It's not my fault a of this happened!"

"Well, Ken, you just complicate thins a bit," she whispered.

"Hey! Nobody would know if Jund and Snake weren't fucking," Ken yelled.

Jund and Snake's eyes both went wide, and blushed a deep shade of red. Cry looked confused now as well," Know what?"

"Nothing, Minx, let's not being this up now," I said, giving her a glare to shut up.

"No, I want to hear. What's going on," Cry asked.

"Later. Let's just go to Snake's house-" I started.

"Cry, I like you." Everyone's head turned to Ken. The fifteen year old with dark hair and eyes, straightened his bear hat.

"What," Cry asked in disbelief.

"I know you like Pewds and you guys kissed and everything and-" Ken was interrupted by Minx.

"YOU KISSED. CRY YOU DIDNT TELL ME THAT PART," Minx squealed. A smile showed on her face for a brief second, before turning back to a serious concerned face.

"Pewds why did you tell him," Cry asked, turning towards me.

"I needed his advice. I- I- I wanted to talk about this in privacy," I stuttered.

"Advice? Advice about what? There's no point now Pewds," Cry said, walking up to me.

"Idontknowifitwaspityornot," I muttered quickly. Cry's face was pale and his eyes widened.

"I-it was pity? You lied to me," he asked.

"Cry, no! I wasn't sure. I felt something in the kiss though," I attempted to reassure him.

"Oh yeah? Maybe you felt disgust, because that's what I felt," Cry said looking at his feet.

"WHAT! CRY! I definitely DID NOT feel disgust. I don't know what it was, I wanted to try to be together, but if you felt disgust, never mind," I whimpered. Holding back tears.

"Who wouldn't be disgusted by a pity kiss," he yelled.

"IT WASNT A PITY KISS GOD DAMMIT," I screamed. His eyes widened in shock. "Cry, could you just stop being so damn stubborn and trust someone for once. Trust me, please. Trust me," I pleaded.

"How can I? After all this shit," he whispered, looking down at his hands. I ran up to him, grabbing his face and pulling his lips to mine.

I could feel him tense underneath me, probably from shock, but all I could feel was those sparks. The magical sensation, the tingling moving from my mouth, through my fingertips where I held his cheeks, through my head, in my chest, all the way through me. It left me feeling warm, the sensation almost masking the fact that he was actually kissing back.I pulled away, immediately feeling cold without his touch.

"That's-how I prove- you can- trust me," I gasped in between breaths. Cry's breathing was tagged too. His eyes looked wide, and his face bright red.

"What the fuck," he muttered angrily.

"I proved you can trust me," I answered back," Don't you dare tell me you didn't feel those sparks."

"F-f-fuck you! I want to go to snakes house," he yelled.

"Tell me you didn't feel the sparks," I demanded angrily.

"I can't! I FUCKING CANT OKAY," he screamed.

"Then don't you believe me," I yelled. I could hear the desperation in my own voice.

"That doesn't mean you aren't lying about feeling it," he muttered. His breathing is heavy now, and his face red. I'm surprised he hasn't had a panic attack nod.

"Fine! You know what! FINE! You want me to go with Marzia? You don't want me? FINE! ILL GO ASK OUT MARZIA! LETS HO TO SNAKE'S HOUSE NOW!"

"FINE WITH ME!"

~car ride~

Let me just say, the car ride to Snake's house, despite only being a twenty minutes, was the longest and most awkward car ride ever.

I sat next to Jund and Snake in the trunk seat, whilst Minx, Ken, and Cry sat in front of us, then Red in the passenger seat next to Russ who was driving. It was completely silent except for Snake's deep voice occasionally giving directions to Russ.

I sat, pushed up against the door, away from Snake and Jund. Not because they were together anything, just because they had oral sex about an hour ago, and I can't help but notice where Snake's hand was on Jund's thigh.

I tried to focus on the back of Cry's head. He sat quietly, obviously nervous from the way he sat far away from Minx and Ken.

Why did he have to be so stubborn, he couldn't trust anyone. I just kissed him in front of all of our friends, and he still didn't believe me. Maybe it is pointless. Maybe Ill just go for Marzia. Yeah,'this will work.

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FINALLY A CHAPTER GUYS! YEAHHHH! So um... Yeah... This was drama, like a whole shitload of drama. Haha okay. I love you my lovelias🌺!!! I'll see y'all next time! Don't forget to vote. Btw, I start school on Monday... Fun!!! Not at all. I want to go burn down my school. Hey... But that's fine. Alright byyyeee *brofist*