Another week had passed and I hadn't told Parth anything about my visit to the doctor. I knew I had to tell him before things went out of hand. We were good so far, Tushh hadn't visited the sets or our place even once in the entire week and I hadn't bothered much to ask why. Parth was normal. We slept together all curled up, peacefully, things were falling back at place but I still felt guilty for hiding something from him.

"Guys guess what?" We were all sitting in the vanity and chilling when suddenly Charlie sprang up her seat and started jumping in excitement. "Main tumhe batana bhool he gayi, Amar and I, we're getting engaged."she blushed and giggled while all of us hugged her and congratulated her. Amar was Charlie's boyfriend and they had been in a serious relationship for quite a few years now. He was nice chap. He too belong to the same industry as we did, dancer by passion, actor by profession. He was quite popular among the girls and he was real good dancer, I personally liked his dance a lot! We all were so happy and celebration mood set in. "Its day after tomorrow and all of you are invited!"

"Invited? For what... Did I miss something?" Suddenly I head a voice so familiar to me. It was Tushar. He came in and greeted everyone. Everyone by now knew that Tushar's presence wasn't something that Parth could tolerate. Once a calm and composed guy had revealed a lot about his inner self to me. But I loved him anyway. He was perfect with all his imperfections.

"Charlie's getting engaged day after." I told him.

"Wow!" He congratulated his so called sister and self invited himself. Tushh was all changed. He wasn't like the guy I had met two years back. It took me sometime to realize this but I eventually did. He was different but I was still connected to him by a 19 year old bond and I wasn't ready to break that off even now. No matter how many problems that caused me, he was still my best friend.

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"Parrthhhhh!" I called him while I was struggling with that piece of stupid cloth and trying to wrap it around my body in a decent way.

"Kya hua..?" He came in and suddenly started laughing out loud. "Tumhein ye bhi nahi aata Niti?" He laughed again.

"Tumhein aata hai!?" I charged at him. He kept laughing on and on.

We were getting ready for ChaMar's engagement party and I didn't know how to drape a sari. "Tum karke dikha do agar aata hai tumhein toh!" I shouted at him while he laughed looking at me because I am sure I looked like a monkey trying to drape a sari.

"Haan aata hai, main karke dikhata hoon.." He came close to me and took that piece of long cloth from my hands. He undraped the terribly draped sari and I stood there in front of him in nothing but a blouse exposing my cleavage to him and an underskirt. He gazed a me for a few minutes. I snapped him out of his dreams because we were getting late! He tried to drape that sari around me and tucked it here and there in that underskirt.

"Done! Perfect!" He said when he was done with wrapping that sari around me. I turned to look at the mirror behind and what I saw was what I expected.

"This is how you drape a sari Parth!? And how can you say you know how to do it?" I gritted my teeth. He had draped it even worse that I had. I removed it all over again and tried to wrap it again hoping to get a good outcome this time.

"Umm.. Niti?" Suddenly a head popped in from the door and I his myself behind Parth. It was Tushar again.

"What are you doing here you moron!?"shouted Parth the very instant. He was losing his cool and I held his arm to calm him down. Tushar had come there to say that he won't be coming to the party and he couldn't reach any of us that's why he came to my house. He was leaving for Delhi. His work was done over here and he was now going back. Hearing that I could feel Parth ease a little. He will leave tomorrow morning, 4am. He came to say goodbye to me and to apologize to Parth for whatever trouble he had caused him.

"The front door was open so I came in but I'm sorry I'll leave. Bye Niti take care."saying that he was just about to leave when I stopped him. I remembered that he had once draped a sari for me during my farewell at school because my mother and sister were out of town. I didn't know how he knew it but he did. I was very hesitant to ask him that with Parth around but I was not left with any other choice. It was already late for us and we had to leave soon.
I asked him if he could help me and Parth suddenly jerked his hand and left my side giving place to Tushar. I knew it was stupid and foolish of me to do that but I had no choice! I badly wished for knowing how to drape a sari that day.

Parth didn't leave the room but stood there staring at the guy trying to help me wrap that sari around my body. Two minutes later I was done and looked pretty good. Tushar really had managed to make me look decent. I hugged him and thanked him for his help. I had to as a token of friendship. I could see Parth boiling with anger but my friend was leaving the town and we hadn't been on good terms since he came here. I knew it was going to be hard to make Parth understand anything bit I still took the risk.

Soon Tushar left. Parth didn't move an inch from where he stood earlier.

"Parth..." I went closer to him and cupped his face in my palms but he shrugged me off.

"We're getting late. Come down in five minutes I'm waiting in the car."

He left the room slamming the door hard on my face. A tear fell down from my eye but I wiped it off. I told my self that I can calm him down and make him understand. I felt like laughing at my own self when I said that.
I did the other necessary dressing up and finally looked pretty enough to go. I went down and sat inside his car and he drove off. We didn't speak at all even for once.

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"Oh, my god! Charlie you look heavenly gorgeous!" She looked so pretty in that outfit she wore. A red coloured heavy embroidered zari lehenga. The work was so fine and it perfectly fit to her body. She looked so happy. More than her clothes, her blush did the work of making her look beautiful. I wished for a day like this in my life.. I wished for a day like this in our life. It for now, the most important thing in my life was to calm the hulk down.

I couldn't find Parth anywhere. Maybe he went to see Amar. I was with the girls and we were having a nice time chit-chatting when I suddenly saw Tushar walking in the entrance. "But he said he had to leave.."I said to myself and Charlie heard it.

"Maine isko force kara, he called me after he left your place and I forced to come for an hour at least." He hugged his 'sister' and congratulated her giving her a bouquet of flowers.

We were all talking and munching some snacks when I felt someone grip my waist.
Who else could it be? Parth. He pulled me tight next to me. I tried freeing myself from his grip. "Parth what the hell are you doing sab dekh rahe hai!" I whispered to him. "I don't care. What is he doing here, he said he wasn't coming." He clenched his teeth tight and spoke in anger. He gripped my waist tighter and it was hurting me now. What if it hurt our..? I couldn't let that happen. I pushed him away and left from that place. Everybody saw as I dashed out from there.

"Parth kya hai ye sab? What is all of this? We all have been noticing a lot lately, kya chal raha hai tum dono ka?" Ayaz asked him.

"Nothing." He said and left lfrom there.

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"Niti, you don't love me anymore!" He leaned over me with all his weight and I couldn't stand the smell of the alcohol from his mouth. He was drunk. He had embarrassed me a lot at the party. I was carrying him upstairs to our apartment and Tushar helped me with it. Parth couldn't stand properly on his feet even for once. "You don't care anymore!" He shouted pushing me away and stumbled and fell on the floor outside out apartment. I lost my balance and hit the door behind me.

"Are you okay!?" Tushh asked me leaving Parth and coming to help me.

"I'm okay.. Please Tushar leave now. Leave before he gets more agitated. Its going to be very difficult to control him now." I begged him to leave from there.

"I am not leaving you with this monster here, he could hurt you Niti! Physically!" He was scared about leaving me with Parth in this state. I was scared of being there too but I didn't care. I had to take care of him. He wasn't in a state to be left alone. I convinced Tushar to leave after a lot of arguments and he left. "Call me if you need me." He said leaving me alone.

I opened the door of the apartment and I literally dragged that huge hulk into our bedroom. I was exhausted. He was so heavy for me. I pushed him onto the bed and covered him with the blanket.

My mind went back to whatever had happened in the party. He had literally humiliated in front of everyone accusing me of cheating on him with Tushar. Tears flowed down my cheeks. He said that I didn't love him and that I just used him. For what!? I sat down on the floor next to where he lay and sobbed. I couldn't believe that he didn't trust me at all. He still thought that I cared f9 Tushar more. He blamed me for being the reason behind what we were today. In front of everyone he made a joke of himself and me. I could still hear the mummers of the crowd in that quite room. I was so embarrassed and humiliated in front of everyone. I wanted to wake him off his beauty sleep and slap hard and give him a reality check! I was sick of being humiliated everyday and now he had crossed all his limits. He raised questions on my character and how could I take it! Was loving him a mistake? I cried and cried remembering each and every word he uttered in his unconsciousness. Did he feel so low of me? He said I used him for my pleasures! How could he!? I felt so disgusting.

I got up from my place and wiped the tears off, went into the bathroom and came out with a bucket full of water and splashed it on his face. I needed closure. I needed to tell him something I had been holding on for long. I needed to slap him hard and punch him in the face breaking his nose! I was humiliated publicly by the man I loved the most!

"WHAT THE HELL!" He woke up screaming as I slashed the water over him.

"Did I disturb your beauty sleep?"

"Are you mad!? Wait, my head hurts.. Where..The party.. You.. Tushar.. Ugh!" He pressed his head with both his hands as he stood up from the bed. "What happened... How did I get here..?" I didn't answer any of his questions but stood there staring at him. "Do you mind explaining to me!?"

"Mr. Parth Samthaan, I am pregnant." I said it loud and clear. I was disgusted by him and I didn't want to see his face for now but I had to tell him the reality of his life, our life!

He stood there, shocked, his eyes wide open and popping out. "What? How did that happen?" Like seriously! How did that happen!? Did I really need to tell him how are babies made!? Or how to get a girl pregnant!? I was burning inside with anger. I swear I could have broken his nose right there but I don't know how I controlled. "But you said you were on pills! How could it happen? Are you sure?" I could see him get scared. He was freaking out.

"I asked the doctor, she said they don't always work. In 90 cases out of a 100 they work but our was among the remaining 10."

"Wait.. Again.. How did I get here? And what happened at the party.. Owe! Why does my head hurt!?"

"That's because you were drunk!" I started crying again remembering all what happened at the party and I narrated him whatever he said and did and cried harder with every word I uttered.

"Parth how could you!? How could you say that to me? In front of the whole world, you humiliated me so badly! Why!?" I grabbed his collar and pulled him demanding answers. Tears wouldn't stop flowing. "Why did you do this? Why!? Tum itna low sochte ho mere baare mein!? You don't trust me at all right!? Bolo!? Answer me dammit!" I left his collar and fell down on the floor crying. I was so hurt inside. Broken apart. I knew he was not in his senses but how could he even think like that of me? Didn't he love me enough to trust me! I did everything that I could for him and this is how he treated me. I had distanced me from my best friend just because I loved him and still he didn't trust me enough! I kept on crying and crying. He didn't even hold me once, he didn't try to justify his actions, he didn't even look at me!

"Its your fault." The words hit me like cannon ball. "It is all your bloody fault! You said you were on pills and I tried stopping but you didn't let me! Niti, how could you be so careless about this!?" I was in a state of complete shock. He had to blame this upon me like he blamed me for every other thing. He wasn't a bit sorry for his actions. He didn't even talk about it.

I got up from and looked him in the eye. He didn't look back. "Parth, do you even know what you have been doing? Do you even know what you have done!" I cried harder than I was before.

"You yourself are responsible for the mess we are in Niti! You got yourself pregnant! And then you wouldn't keep that jerk away from yourself! You let him touch you when I was standing right there! Do you even know how it felt!? You let him stick along at every step! Ever since he came into our life, your life, things have been getting worse! I had been keeping a lot inside me in a hope that you will understand and you will... But no! I don't even think that you ever loved me! You know what.. You are exactly like her! Just like her! I should never have given in. I should never have let myself get weak again. I wish you never came into my life!" I was numb. I stood there numb. Tears flowing from my eyes. It felt like his words broke whatever was left in me. I was shattered. I kept looking at him. Wanting for him to take his words back and hug me. Wanting for him to say that he didn't mean any of it and kiss me. Wanting for him to apologise. But nothing happened.

He didn't move a bit. Not a tear in his eyes. His face was straight and plain. He didn't let his feelings show anymore. "Parth.. Our child..?" I gathered myself together and spoke for the life within me.

"I don't want you in my life anymore, you've hurt me just like she did. Maybe even more, a lot more. I don't have anything to do with this child. You can do whatever you want. We're done Niti. I'm done with you, your so called best friend and everything related to you! I'm done getting hurt again and again! I'm just DONE with you. I'll move out the first thing tomorrow morning." I was shocked at how plainly he said it all. How plainly he told me he didn't care about me or our child. He just told me do to whatever I wanted. I didn't know how to react, I didn't how to stop those tears which had drained the water from my body. I watched him walk past me, I wanted to stop him! I wanted to hit him! I wanted to cry out loud but silent tears kept flowing from my eyes and it was like I lost my voice. He went and slammed the door behind him. I don't know where he was gone.

Didn't any of this affect him? Does it really not matter to him anymore? Do I really hurt him to such an extent that he didn't need me anymore? I was devastated. How could I not see, how could I keep holding on? How could not I see how his insecurities had got a hold of him and he wasn't the man I loved anymore. He wasn't my Parth. He wasn't the guy who trusted me. He didn't care anymore. I was pregnant with his child and he didn't care. He blamed me for it! Blamed me for using him! I again found my self weeping on the floor. What had I done? How was I going to live now? I cried for hours lying in the floor, thinking about my life. About him. About us. Was there even a 'us' left? For him, it was all over. And for me..?

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Huh! Finally done with this! The longest part I've written till now. Okay I know this will get you guys upset but please hold on something really good is coming up soon. And do comment about this one. Happy Reading :) !