Losing Control

A week had passed since Tushar had visited me at my place. He had called me and asked me for the address to my sets. He said that whenever he would pass by, just if he does, he'll drop in to meet me. I was texting him the address when Parth suddenly stood in front of me.

"Whom are messaging?" He asked me casually.

"Tushh, he wanted the address to the studio so that he could drop by to meet me." I like an idiot blabbered all out in front of him when I knew he didn't liked Tushar one bit. He didn't like any guy near me, he said I was only and only his and no one else could even touch me. He was overly possessive for me but it wasn't suffocating ever. I wanted to be only and only his. I didn't want any other guy to touch me either. It was only Parth and it was only his touch that I was meant for.

"Continue messages your cheeeeeekuuuu" he again mocked at me.

"Parth! Dost hai bachpan ka, aise he thodi main usko mana ka sakti hoon. Parth you need to understand.. We have family relations I cannot just ignore him because my boyfriend doesn't like him. Parth you know my dad is already not in talking terms with me and on top of this, Tushar's father and my dad are really good friends, I cannot let him down on this point too. You need to understand my point of view too." I took a long breath after I finished speaking. In the last one week Parth had already taunted me a lot for just that one meeting with Tushh. Even though I said sorry n-number of times and even though I had made up for it everyday in the past one week he still didn't let it go. I don't know, this was so unusual of him. Maybe because I had never interacted with any other guy since I had been with him.. Or maybe because he's too stupid!

"Accha okay, I get it. Won't do it again." He said making that puppy dog face of his which I could not resist. I smiled. He smiled back at me.

"Tum log phirse ladh rahe ho kya?" Ayaz came near us, we were standing outside the vanity and Ayaz had just finished his part of the shoot for today.

"Nahi yaar bus baat kar rahe hai."said Parth.

"Baat?" His eyes widened "well that's a first for you two!" He chuckled and went inside the vanity excusing himself.

"Parth! Niti! Shot is ready!" We heard our names being called by our director.

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We completed the shooting for that scene and were just passing time on the sets. Soon Parth was again called for a fab5 sequence and I was left alone in the garden of our sets. I was just walking to and fro, thinking about how my life took a turn and how right my decision was to leave Delhi and come to this place. How I didn't anymore felt guilty of not listening to dad because had I not done that, I would never have found Parth and he would never had been a part of my life. I was thanking my stars just when I heard my name being shouted by someone. I turned back and looked around. I suddenly saw Tushar walking up to me.

"Chuhiyaa" he called me by the nick name he gave me just because I had short height, not fair! But more than that what was important was that why was he here! "Duh, to meet you of course!"said the voice inside my head. But what if Parth sees him? He'll get upset again! I didn't want to argue with him anymore.

"Hi Tushh. Don't please.. Don't call me that over here, this is my work place. Please." I requested him. And he nodded in a yes. I asked why he was here.. He said he was passing by and thought to meet me and check on me.

"Tushh, really, that's sweet of you but you don't need to check on me, my boyfriend can very well take care of me and I can too." I told him in a plain simple tone. I thought he got the hint that he didn't have to bother himself because of me as there was someone already in my life who had been doing that perfectly, my Parth.

"Niti, sab theek hai na? I mean, did your boyfriend say anything to you? You can share with me.. We're childhood buddies yaar!" He patted on my shoulder. I knew I could share stuff with him but he didn't have the right to ask me that. I was casual with him and yes, he was my best friend but he could not interfere in my life specially when it came to Parth.

"Tushh, listen.." I couldn't complete what I wanted to say because suddenly Parth appeared! He had just went to take his shot and he appeared there, suddenly, like genie! Did he sniff Tushh out?

"Hellooo, Tushar how are you?" Parth gave a wry smile to him and put his hand on my waist wrapping it up from the back. He did not do that when we were on sets. Though he wanted me to tell everyone about us but we still hadn't decided on how to do that, so that was on stand by but he never touched me on the sets except when we were alone and except when we were Manik and Nandini. And he did now and I knew exactly why he did that. He wanted to let Tushar know that he should not be eyeing me as nothing else but his friend. 'Best friend' was not even close to that bar.
I liked it when he was so protective of me, so caring and so possessive, it gave me an assurance that yes, he loved me and he wanted me all by himself. But Tushar was my childhood friend! I knew he would never look at me the way Parth thought he does. And how could he, out of nowhere, and just in two meetings tell what Tushar was up to!?

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"Parth, aisa nahi hai jo tum soch rahe ho.." We both entered the house late at night. We had an off for the next three days and that meant we had lots of alone time. I knew Parth wouldn't move an inch out of the bed and wouldn't let me move either.

"Tumhe main kabhi sahi laga hoon batao? Hamesha, Parth its not like this, its not like that! But this time Niti, it is!" We were still discussing Tushar. I tried convincing Parth that Tushar respected our relationship as friends and he would never look at me the other way, I was sure about that. "Niti there is something called instincts! And I am sure this time, that he might be your bestfriendforever and whatsoever but there is something odd about that man."

I sighed. "Parth whatever it is, can we please not talk about him? Please? Can we Please just not ruin our weekend?" I pleaded him and he agreed. We had been arguing over Tushar in the hall and now we a made a move to the bedroom.

I went to the bathroom to freshen up while Parth changed into a vest and a pair of shorts. I decided to take a shower because I was suddenly feeling so sluggish. I was deprived today, not because of the work but because of our non-stop arguments on Tushar. I hadn't taken my clothes with me like always. I don't know why but I had been forgetting my clothes outside only and it was completely unintentional. Luckily I found my towel hanging inside and wrapped it around my wet body and tuck it under my arm pits revealing some of my cleavage.
I went outside with no fear. It had been almost a week when I had fought with Parth, for he pretended to have seen me wearing nothing. But now I had no issues with that. With every passing day, or should I say with every passing hour, minute and second we were getting stronger. The fights and arguments left no impact on our strong bonding. I came out of the bathroom. The towel that was wrapped around me stopped just a few inches above my thighs. My hair were wet but I didn't have another towel for them so I let them lose and placed them all on one shoulder leaving my other shoulder and my bare back exposed.

I went out and sat on the bed where I had forgotten my clothes. Parth was outside in the balcony of our room. I was rubbing some body lotion on my skin when he entered in. My back was facing him. I didn't freak out or try to put on clothes or try to shoo him away. I was very casual around him just wearing a simple and thin piece of cloth. I hadn't even put on my underclothes.

I felt the bed press in as he sat on his side of the bed. He crawled to my side and placed his lips on my bare back. He kissed the entire place which was almost dry and made it wet again. I didn't stop him. Instead, I stopped all the other work that I was doing and relished the moist imprint of his lips where ever they touched my skin. He held my waist (his most favorite part) and pulled me closer to him. He dropped someone more kisses on my back and moved up to the bare region of my neck that was exposed by the absence of my hair on them. He slowly pulled me closer and I was soon lying under him.
He, like always, was on the top of me.

I put both my hands on his neck and pulled him into a kiss. Our lips were talking their own language while our hands were finding their perfect place. We entwined our hands and filled the spaces between our fingers. He drew out of this kiss when he found me getting breathless. I panted like a wild dog who had just seen his meal come in. He too was losing his breath but it didn't matter. If not my lips then my arms. He kissed every inch of both my arms. He literally sucked them in like he was a hungry dog and they were the bones he'd been craving for.
His hand traveled every bare part of my upper body and he finally reached the knot of my towel. Holding the knot he looked at me. He wanted to be sure whether or not I was ready for it. I nodded in a yes and closed my eyes clenching the bed sheet with one hand and his shoulder with the other. I could feel my nails dig deep into his back but I was helpless. He removed the only piece of cloth I had on my body and threw the it far away from reach. Then he removed his vest and his completely bare body was a treat to watch. He got rid of his shorts and again came on top of me. He pulled the linen over us hiding us inside it and was again busy traveling my up and down my body with his lips touching every part of my upper body. He stopped at my stomach and explored each corner of it with his mouth. I tightened my grip on the bed sheet that we lay over and my fingers traced up reaching his hair and I held them tight. He slowly traveled up my body dropping kisses everywhere. He finally found my lips that were by now dry as the desert and were in need of his moist lips. He pinned me against the bed tightly and we kissed for as long as we could hold our breath.
I pushed him away suddenly when I found myself losing my breath. We breathed some fresh air, panting like hell. I moved my fingers in his hair and he looked me in the eye. "Parth, I love you and I want you. Now. Please. Now." He didn't say anything for a few seconds.

"But we do not have protection right now."

"I have been on the pills. I knew one day I would give in to all my protests and so I had started being on the pills." I assured him things were in control.

"Are you sure?" He asked me. I didn't reply in words but kissed him instead. He distanced me from him and removed the last piece of garment that was still on his body. And that was it, that was when we finally became one. I had allowed him to have me entirely. I had made love to the man I loved crazily.

I moaned as he did what he was doing and suddenly I shrieked out loud. Tears flowing down my cheek, frowns on my forehead but none of it mattered. What mattered was I loved him and he loved me too, with my body mind and soul I surrendered myself to him.

"Did I hurt you? Did that hurt? Sweetheart, I'm sorry!" He kissed my temples and eased away the pain that he had caused.

"Parth, I'm perfectly fine. I have never been better than this in my entire life." Tears still rolled down my cheeks as he closed me in the warmth of his arms.

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Okay so hey! I am so not sure about this part. I tried delivering the inter course between them in most decent way that I could present it. I hope I was able to do so. I had been getting comments and suggestions and even was being forced by friends to write a consummation scene as soon as possible. So for the start I guess, this is what I could give you guys. To be honest, I was scares to write anything of this sort but I hope I managed well here. Do drop in your views! Happy reading! :)

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