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katsuki

I sighed. I felt so useless, so angry, so sad.

I felt worthless. I felt like nothing was good enough for him. I felt like I wasn't good enough for him. no sorry's would cut it, no nothing would make him forgive me. I have done many, many wrong things.

all I wanted was my sweet Izuku back.

the one I loved.

the one that accepted me.

not the one that was scared of me. not the one that I hurt. not the one I made cry. not the one I left.

the one that was mine. the one I held. the one that made me smile. the one who ran to me and smiled.

the one who loved me. the one who didn't turn their back on me.

all I could do is express my mad love for him in madness. I wish I could say sorry like a normal person. but that will never happen. my emotions are just annoying. my emotions are explosive.

everything about me was explosive.
(ok calm your minds.)

I didn't enjoy the fact that I was just some cheating bastard who left behind the most important thing.

so I decided to do the one thing to get my mind of everything, I decided to find a girl, to get my mind off of him.

so I went to a hotel.

called one of my girls over.

don't worry izuku, she's only my one night stand.

but when I get you in my arms.

you're gonna be my forever.