Dear Wendolyne,

You gave me the wedding invitation yourself. And you probably didn't even notice how much that hurt me. You were too submerged in your own happiness to even notice my pain.

That smile I love so much could not do enough to cheer me up.

I wasn't the one causing that smile, it was him.

You told me that Gabriel really wanted me to be the best man at the wedding because I was his best friend. He hadn't mentioned anything to me about it, and I was hoping he wouldn't. And I declined, saying that I wasn't very good at giving speeches at wedding ceremonies. I doubted I'd even be able to go, Wendolyne.

How could you ask me to sit there, watching you get married to another man?

You didn't know about my feelings. All I could do is pour them out onto a sheet of paper that will never make its way into your hands. Would it even change anything if you knew?

Probably not.

You're in love with Gabriel.

And I with you, Wendolyne.

Sincerely, Julio.

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another update today because im feeling rather inspired. but im also super tired, like idek but lately i sleep super early and yet im still always super tired. i do not understand. i have been sleeping enough but i feel tired as fuck, stressed out, and done with everything. i just want to sleep for a few days.

but anyway, i hope you're all having a wonderful day/night.

blessings<3

-clary xx