Dear Wendolyne, 

You and Gabriel got into a big argument today, so big that he got up and left you alone in the apartment you share with him. And I can't say I was upset about that. I was thrilled, overjoyed that I had been the first person you called. It didn't matter to me that I was your only friend available, your closer friends live in Argentina. It was my biggest happiness that you considered me to ease your sadness, to dry your tears, to offer you a shoulder to cry on.

Of course it broke my heart to see you crying that way, inconsolably, because I knew I would never make you cry like that. I would cherish you, love you, make you feel special each and every day. 

Wendolyne, your sadness stabbed me in the heart. The way your lips trembled with emotion, and your eyes were red and teary killed me.

Do you want to know why?

Because it showed me that you're as hopelessly in love with Gabriel, as I am with you. You suffer for him, just as I do for you. Maybe if I had met you first, things would be different.

Oh Wendolyne, can't you see?

I'm hopelessly in love with you.

Sincerely, Julio.

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i want someone to love me this way. so unconditionally and beautifully. that would be the best thing ever. anyway, thank you all so much for reading and supporting me. it means a lot. i love you all.

have a blessed day.

-clary xx