Chapter 6

Pan’s p.o.v

The taste of her cherry lips, the image keeps playing in my head. She is so innocent and small, I don't deserve to see the real her. The friendly, loving version of her. Deep down I know that I'm nothing but a mess. I control people to make myself feel better all because I feel lost and heartbroken.

I had to get away from her, I couldn't hurt such a breathtaking soul, especially hers, she is too sensitive. I can tell she has been hurt even heartbroken before. I wish I could give her something she deserves.

I can't fall in love again it's not right. She is nice and she is kind to everyone on this island. And I'm just a stuck up cocky jerk . "Hey Peter? Are you ok?” The voice rings through my mind. I'm shaken out of thought “Peter are you ok?” She asks.

“I'm Peter Pan why wouldn't I be ok?” He laughs quietly looking in the mirror. “You're not ok Pan, you feel lost , you want to love but you're too scared” she says breaking the silence. “I'm fine” I said getting up. She grabs my wrists pulling me back .

“Please Pan, tell me what's wrong” she begged . “You want to know why I'm in deep thoughts about things? I'll tell you, I'm just a controlling psychopath, I never wanted to grow up and to be lonely-” she cuts me off.

“Peter Pan! You are none of those horrible things you say you are.” She says “you're on an island I made up ! Neverland isn't real, everyone on this island they are all lost souls of people who wished for better!” I yell out .

“ If that's how you feel Pan, think happy thoughts” she says. I couldn't take it anymore “ why would I be happy Riley Bloom, I'm a murderer, and a psychopath too afraid to grow up!” I bark out.

She shook her head and hugged me. “Don't say things like that” she whispers, she stays with me for the next few hours before I disappear.

Published April 28th, 2018
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