I feel this a lot in my life it's a feeling I want to get rid of in my mind I want to feel happiness in my life I want to laugh with friends just to be happy but knowing my mind I won't get that freedom for myself I will get pain and suffering hate that I want to do things that make me happy like drawing cosplaying playing video games reading all that good shit in life but I always get reminded that this world is shit life is beautiful yet its painfully filled with twist and turns that you pick but if your not careful your life will be shit let me tell you to pick your life carefully take it from me just be careful with your life see you next time