♡still kellin pov♡

I make sure I'm last so I can walk home alone, I don't really feel like talking to anyone, I feel like just sitting in my room listening to some Blink,thinking of vic and maybe crying. I go to my locker slowly grab everything I need and I start walking home, my phone vibrates and I check it,its tony. when we exchanged numbers I didn't expect a text from him the same day. I open it.

'aye kellin, waited for you,you never showed? whats up? you alright? did someone hurt you? you let me know and ill hunt them down, I swear' I crack a smile as I type the words

'ya,sorry, had to talk to one of my teachers, so you going to wait for me everyday?' I click send and before I can put my phone in my pocket he texts me back, that was fast.

'dear god kellin you scared me, let me know when you are going to be late,im waiting for you everyday cuz that's what best friends do, call me when you get home,alright?' I send a quick  'alright' text and I put my phone in my pocket and I walk slowly. not really wanting to go home. im not ready to go home, im not ready to deal with my mom, her boy friend. I pick up my pace and I get to my house, I slip my backpack into the bushes under my window hiding them completely and I run to the mall, weird place to go,right? I make my way to hot topic and I go deep into the store, all the way to the back,i look threw the on sale rack and to my surprise I see a blink 182 shirt,its my size and its perfect. I laugh a little in my head because the shirt was almost free. I smile thinking of my thoughts, but then I feel a sadness because of the fact that it reminds me of vic, I don't even know if he likes blink, but it reminds me of him. I go to the check out and buy it.the girl gives me a smile as she gives me my bag.

"you are cute" she says as I take it,

"thank you, but im also gay" to my surprise she doesn't give me a look, she kinda giggles.

"im lesbian so its not like I would've bugged you to much to be with me" she says,she puts her hand out

"im Ashley" she says with a smile I put my hand out and shake her hand

"kellin" I say and we stop hand shaking and I drop my arm to my side and she does the same.her hair long black and straight, I mean its really dark here so maybe I could be wrong about the color.

"you new around here?" she asks

"how could you tell?" I ask and she shurgs

"its just that, ive never seen you before, and plus the way you looked around at everything like you didn't know where stuff is" she says

"ya,the hot topic from where I used to live had everything in a different place" I said softly and she smiles

"you must go to clairemont" she says with a smile  and I nod

"do you know my sister? her name is Olivia, Olivia Costello" that's when it clicks, she must know vic.

"ya,shes dating the youngest Fuentes,mike" I say slowly I feel my throat getting dry.

"ya, im not a big fan of that,but she is in fact dating mike, I would've been fine with someone like tony perry, but mike, I don't even know what to say about that kid,yes he must be nice and all,but no,i don't think he is boy friend material" she says rolling her eyes

"why tony though?" I ask

"hes so sweet and protective when he cares for someone" she says

"oh and my sister doesn't really know im ah lesbian, so keep that a secret for me?" she adds quickly "sure, i'll see you around" I say and she smiles at me and I smile back and I walk out and then my phone vibrates, its a call and I answer it before even checking the caller id, I was terrified I would hear my moms voice yelling at me for not being home but yet she never cares but I am calmed down when I hear tony's voice

"aye kellin, you get lost on the way home?" he asks I can hear worry but he has a joking tone hid in there.

"ah took a long way home" I lie,well its not fully a lie.

"and why would you do that on a Wednesday?" he asks,losing the jokingness but keeping the worried tone.

"because I don't really know tony" I say and I start walking out of the mall and around the block.

"and where are you now?" he asks

"im going home" I say softly and then I get home and grab my stuff and open the door, I close the door as softly as possible

"kellin,your home" I hear my mom say and I cringe.almost dropping my phone

"sorry tony I have to go" I say softly

"who the fuck is tony? kellin don't tell me you have a boy friend, you are a faggott who would want you?" I hear my mom's boyfriend say and at that point I just hang up the call with tony hoping he didn't hear and I run to my room throw my backpack down and lock my door. I put my earphones in and blast blink, 'I miss you' starts playing and I sit on my bed. what if I gave vic my knew blink shirt, would he like me then? my phone vibrates stopping the music and I answer it.

"you hung up before I could say goodbye, whats wrong? I heard voices but it was muffled" he asks

"ah nothing,my mom just wanted to talk to me" I said softly in almost a whisper

"you sure that's it?" he asks

"positive" I lie I couldn't just say that I was being called a fag by the people I live with.

the rest of the day went by fast, I did my homework,well guessed on mostly everything,it was a completion grade anyways,so doesn't matter, I could put 1+1=fish and no one would notice. then after i layed in bed,im a hundred percent sure i missed dinner,the smell of food comes to my room, no calling my name but anyways if there was i wouldn't want to eat anyways. i think of vic for what seems like hours i look at the clock and notice its 12, and im still awake, the thoughts of vic keeping me awake.

♡Tony Pov♡

i call up vic as soon as i park into the school parking lot.

"tony, i know you love my voice, but cant you wait,its too early" he whines i roll my eyes at this.

"vic i know your walking to school don't act like you just woke up,have you seen kellin?" i ask

"well ya i see that piece of shi-"  vic starts and i cut him off

"don't you dare call him a piece of shit" i say a bit harshly

"calm down i was going to call him a piece of shine,sun shine,but more like hell shine, mike walked to school with him,i stayed behind,he seems so tired this morning,he kinda looks like hell,im not trying to be mean but its just the facts" vic says

"i will see you soon" i say and i hang up, i swear kellin isn't telling me something. what if he doesn't trust me? i doubt he will, i just met him not long ago.i get out of my car and go to my locker and i put everything in and i watch kellin go to his locker.

"you okay?" i ask him and he looks over at me and gives me a sleepish smile

"yeah of course i am" he says softly and he closes his locker and we go to art. we sit down and everyone seems to be here but vic.

"you seem really tired" is all i mange to say, not able to just drop this subject.

"i stayed awake too long" kellin says

"well yes i can see that" i say and he sighs

"why where you awake so long?" i ask and he looks around

"thinking of vic" he admits, i roll my eyes slowly,

"why waste your thoughts on him?!" i ask in a whisper-yell.