*Vic Pov*

the last place i ever thought i would find kellin is the first place i end up, i really hope he is here, i open the front door of his house without even bothering to knock. it seems to be empry.

"kellin?" i ask in a yell and i walk up the stairs i see a light down the hall, i walk down the hall following the light

"kellin" i say before putting my head in the room.

"leave!" he cries i walk in seeing kellin in tears on the floor desperately trying to open a bottle of pills

"im not leaving" i say and i sit on the floor next to him trying to take the bottle out of his hands

"im going to die some day so why not today! no use in saving me now!" he yells tears flowing down his face

"i want to die! let me die!" he yells his grip getting tighter around the bottle. i grab the bottle and take it out of his hands.

"i wont let you do this, kellin whats going on? you always seem so, not this upset" i say softly and he shakes his head.

"no one cares" he says and i help him off the floor.

"kellin i care, are you depressed because of oli? does he really mean that much to you?" i ask not really wanting to know the answer to this.

"no, my mom left for good,shes moving to italy! leaving me here with this shit face named petter! and i bet she left because i became even more of a flaming homo than before! she hates me! you hate me! mike hates me! tony hates me! im a piece of shit vic! no one wants me! noone!" i put him into my arms and i hold him close.

"i want you kellin, i need you, if you are a piece of shit then being a piece of shit must be the best thing in the world because you are the best thing in the world to me, you have your moments that are un predictible, but i love you more because of it, i love how you get pissed at me eaisly, that look you give me when you are pissed is my favorite, i love the way you smoke your ciggaret, i love the way you dont bother moving your hair when it goes over your eyes, i love how you hate me getting close to tony, i love how bad you are at math because then i get to do your tests before you, i love how you laugh,the way you sleep, i love how you sing in the car in the mornings, kellin i love you and nothing will change that,now come on,i heard oliver woke up, do you want to go see him?" i say and he stops crying.

"you dont mean all of that,do you?" he asks slowly

"i mean every word i said" and with that his lips meet mine and i walk him to the hospital and we go to oliver's room.

"you ready?" i ask and he just nods and opens the door.

"oli!" kellin says as he walks in and gives oli a hug.

"kellin" he says softly "and isnt it the cunt who almost killed me" oli adds

"oli,im sorry, i-i over reacted" i say and he shurgs

"to be honest if i was you i would've done the same thing,im sorry" he says and i just nod.

"how are you kellin?" oliver asks and i see kellin's happiness fade.

"kellin i'll tell him if you want me to" i say and he just leaves the room.

"whats wrong?" oliver asks

"i found him this morning trying to open a bottle of pills and he told me he wanted to die"

"kellin said that?"

"sadly yes,i never expected this"

"change him"

"what?"

"vic,you know that when you are a vampire pills dont kill you,this is the first try,you know damn well hes going to try again, you have to vic,if you dont,i sure as hell will once i get out of here"

"oli,i dont know if thats what he wants"

"make it what he wants"

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A/N: small chapters like this really isnt my thing,but i felt that chapter 22 wasnt as good as it could've been so i thought i would update a little to maybe make it better...? well anyways this story is at 2K reads! thank you so much! i'll update once this chapter gets....4 comments..at least one comment with feedback/thoughts! please :)