I'm starting to be more and more like Nico...

Out cast...

Emo...

Sad...

A deep hole of depression...

Want to be alone...

But I have stress in me... Obsession over the quality of other thing...

But mostly... Too selfless for my own good...

Never the less... Leo is my other side...

Happy...

Funny...

Hyper and full of enthusiasm...

Good Otter Layer for what is inside...

Depression from the past...

Alway being the seventh wheel...

Alone...

Mostly...

Don't like being with most Organic Live Forms...

But lucky, I'm have a good feeling while with them...

Some really treat me good...

Other see me as their servant...

Some care...

Some just not paying any attention...

Other... They just bumbling their own problem...

My problem can't kill me...

But my brain is being dragged...

Heading to the cliff of Crazy...

By Stress...

Which was created by me...

I'm dying...

"Love" is what holding me back...

But "Long range Love" isn't enough...

Too lonely sometimes...
Most of the time...

It's felt like...

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I need something new...

But for now......

Closer and Closer.........