Okay so this happened about a year ago as an end of school thing and it was basically just dance practise. This happened the year before as well and I had been so panicked and scared that I ended up hiding under a table and crying.

Last year, though, I decided I would give it a try. There were two more girls than guys so to balance it out the teachers asked if anyone would take the guy's part. Now, as the person who literally doesn't care about anything, I put up my hand and danced with all the girls. I don't remember what the dance was called but it was where the guys (and me) formed a ring and did this short dance with the girl we were with, then we would trade partners. At the end, the teachers asked the girls who their favourite partner was and they ALL SAID ME.

Then I was forced to take the girl's part for the next dance and so I danced with all the guys. As a side note, my friend also had a crush on one of the guys, and every time either one of us were dancing with him we would just give eachother this smug ass look. I didn't even like the guy, I just liked teasing her. Anyway, I danced with all the guys, and the teachers once again asked who their favourite partner was. GUESS. WHAT. HAPPENED.

ALL BUT ONE OF THEM SAID IT WAS ME AGAIN. AND THE PERSON WHO DIDN'T VOTE FOR ME SHARED A MUTUAL HATRED OF EACHOTHER WITH ME. LIKE WE JUST LOOKED AT EACHOTHER WHEN IT CAME TO OUR TURN AND SIMULTANEOUSLY SAID "no."

AND I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY.

My crush (one of the girls btw) wasn't there though so I was a bit sad.

Rememebring this gave me anxiety btw like I was just trying to sleep then my brain was like "hey remember this?" and now my heart is beating fast as fuck and I'm shaking.