Idk why I wanted to do this, I might take it down later. For now, though, here's what I want to share.

Name: Erin

Age: 14

Gender: Don't have one

Birthday: 12th of November

I live four hours north of Brisbane, Australia.

I'm pansexual, leaning more towards boys right now.

I could go into a fucking two hour long rant about Nanatsu No Taizai and Boku No Hero Academia, just because I love them so much. Like holy shit they breathe life into my soul.

I currently suffer from depression and severe anxiety, and although I have told everyone who could help, they haven't done anything about it. I'm not looking for pity, though. I like to think I'm strong for dealing with this by myself :)

I have a grand total of four close friends. Nevermind, four friends. I would literally die for each of them, or suffer eternally, or whatever. Nothing will hurt them as long as I'm alive, and if they do somehow get hurt, I'll go on a vengeance run. It's already happened twice, when I beat up two kids for making the purest of us cry and threw another over a fence because he called the boy in our group short. As a side note, the boy is rather self-conscious about his height and his voice because he's still a bit squeaky, but it's cute. I think of him as a little brother or something.

On that note, I always have wanted a brother. One that's around my age and interested in the same things I am (video games and reading). I once knew a guy that I met online and we got along like a house on fire, and one day I asked him if I could call him my brother. In the end, I fucked up and drove us apart. I still feel really regretful about it, but I'm alright now.

My favourite colour is blue. Dark, vibrant blue. When I get my own house, most likely in Canada, I'm going to paint my room that colour. And it's going to be beautiful.

My own personal goals are to become a well-known author, and to live somewhere remote in Canada where it snows a lot. Being Australian, I've never seen snow until when I went on holiday to Canada last christmas. And I loved it. So now I've decided I want to live there and enjoy it while I'm still alive. Sometimes I talk about where I want to live with my friends and we all want to stay together.

I'm scared of a lot of things and have an inferiority complex. Sometimes, my fears get in the way of me enjoying myself. I remember one time when I was in year 5, me and my friends were playing tag, and I just got so scared that I ended up throwing up from overexertion (running too much). It's happened twice in my life that I've thrown up after doing too much running.

My most obvious fears are arachnophobia (fear of spiders), haphephobia (fear of touching or being touched), Sociophobia (fear of society) and basophobia (fear of falling).

I also have anemia, which means I have too little iron in my blood. I've figured out recently that, since my heart is always so different from other people's hearts, it's because of my condition. It has to work harder to make enough red blood cells and it hurts sometimes. The condition also sometimes affects my breathing, and one time, someone noticed me breathing funny and thought I was suffocating. I mean, it feels like I am, but it passes. I don't take pills because fuck pills they're disgusting, I literally cannot get them down. Whenever I succeed, I just heave them back up again. FUCK. PILLS.

I've also got voices in my head. It's not something I found a name for yet because nothing I've searched up is what it's like. I know it sounds weird and psychotic but honestly, talking to myself is kind of fun. Plus, since this year started, I'm being less mean to myself and doing more of that "you can do it!" cheese.

Well, that's all I can think of and am comfortable sharing. Bye.