POV Izuku Midoriya

"Mom you can't just step in and say that you won't allow it!".

Did that just really came out of my mouth? I guess I was really serious about this 'mission'. No wonder I was. I had been following the news and every drop of information about this group of villains ever since they appeared. And now I was chosen to join a very special mission about it?

"Oh yes I can. I am your mother Izuku, and I won't allow UA to put you in any more danger. I already told you that when you moved into the dorms", my mom answered stubbornly.

"But mom...you can't keep me from doing these things. When I'm a hero I will be involved in these kinds of things almost every day!", I protested.

We were walking towards the car and then right before she unlocked it she turned around and looked at me.

"Have you ever thought about how this all feels for me Izuku? You becoming a hero. Do you really think that I want all of this?", she said. Her voice broke. She had tears in her eyes and I could see that it hurt her to say this. It hit me right in the chest.

She didn't want this. She didn't want me to go to this school in the first place. She didn't want me.. to become a hero?
Even though she told me she was so proud. She made me a hero suit. She was so happy for me. She shared all of my emotions during that time.
The memories from those times were shooting through my head as I thought of it. And I couldn't say anything.

I just got into the car, staring in front of me. If I looked shocked or sad or angry, I didn't know. After some time my mom got in too. She took a quick look at me but also didn't say a word before she started the car and began driving home.
As I looked outside I remembered what happened just now in the classroom. It made me sigh.

As soon as the pro heroes finished what they wanted to mention, everyone kept their mouths shut, even though I could clearly feel the tension. Then, all of a sudden, my mom stood up, making fists as she spoke up.
"I won't allow my son to get involved into this".

I looked up shocked, and everyone else in the room seemed to be just as surprised as me.

"Miss Midoriya, can you please calm down for a moment and let us explain why we-", but Thirteen got cut off by my mom. She wanted to make her point and no one was going to stop her.

"I don't understand why you again involve children in this. There are enough pro heroes you can use for this mission and instead you use these innocent children who still need to learn so much", she spoke.
"Sir, I love my child more than anything in the entire world. I have seen him get hurt so many times before, and I have only given him permission to live in the dorms because I was promised that he would be taken care of really well. This wasn't part of the agreement at all..".

Mister Aizawa, Sniper, Thirteen, Ectoplasm and all the students and their parents listened to every single word my mom said. She meant it. It was clearly visible in her eyes.

"Miss, we need a comfirmation of the students in three days, so you still have time to talk to your son about it and think about it for some time", Aizawa then said, making handgestures that were meant to calm her down.

She looked like she still wanted to say something, but she sat down and nodded. The meeting was over shortly after that.

I snapped out of the memory and when I looked outside again, my mind also being in the present, I saw our front door. We were home. My mom didn't say anything the entire trip home, and neither did I.
And soon after my brain returned to the present, the present feelings came back too.

She didn't want me to be a hero, after all?

It brought so much confusion. So much pain, disappointment and sadness, that I immediately entered the house and then my room, not saying a word. Not even looking at my mom.

Because for a second, my thoughts that these arguments with my mom about this were gone, were totally crushed. And I didn't know what I was supposed to do.