Stellar...

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I lost something I never had,
but somehow it hurts just as bad.

You are not mine.
No matter what I do.
Not any given amount of time,
would ever convince you.

No matter what I could say.
You'd still push away.
No matter what I can show.
You'd still want to go.
No matter what I could give.
In your past, you would still live.

I wish I could say what I hold back.
Probably wouldn't matter anyway,
you'd still look at me and see all I lack.

That doesn't stop me from the fantasizing pine.
The need and hope that one day, you'd want to be mine.