Pete had managed to get to Patrick's room. his eyes were red and his hands were shaky as he pushed the door open and stumbled into Patrick's room, which was occupied by Patrick himself, Patrica and some tall African American nurse. Patrick was sitting up in his bed, a puke green hospital gown hung off of his shoulders and he had those weird glasses that were to big for him in Pete's opinion on, he had a permeant frown plastered on his face. Pete picked up Patrick's iPhone that now had a cracked screen and was laying by the door face down "''Trick, ya know your phone is cracked?" Pete asked while sporting a cocky grin. Patrick's heart increased its speed and the quick beeping from his heart monitor increased a bit but then sank down to its normal beat "yes Peter, I am well aware that my phone is cracked and maybe its because somebody wouldn't return my text" Pete walked over to the bedside and handed Patrick the cracked iPhone before slipping into the small bed next to his best friend "s-sir, please do—" Andreas began to say but then he just sighed "just be careful" and Pete of course nodded and wrapped his arms around Patrick. "Whats up Pattycakes?" he asked Patrick who shook his head at the obnoxious nickname "not much, kinda dying but I'm okay, I guess", Patrica scoffed "Pete, he's underweight, has a couple broken ribs and the doctors have found self harm cuts all over his body, not to mention strong traces of heroin in his body".
Pete smooched Patrick cheek "he'll be okay, won't you, ''Trick?" he looked at Patrick with those big brown eyes Patrick always has had a weakness for and nodded "of course dude, why wouldn't I?" He said in a reassuring voice. Andreas straightened his posture causing him to seem even taller than he already was "Mr. Stu—Patrick's current weight is 95 pounds and he is going to be put in suicide watch. I have already suggested for him to visit a clinic but he is opposed to that idea", Pete's grip tightened on Patrick "why is he on suicide watch? He hasn't tried to kill himself or has had or has any intentions on doing so" and patrick nodded in agreement.

Yeah, you are so right Pete, I mean its not like he has been starving himself to death for the last few months, He totally hasn't been cutting himself almost everyday for god knows how long and he most definitely doesn't think about killing himself like 24/7. No, never. None of that has ever happened, Patrick is perfectly fine and he just got put under suicide watch for nonsense reasons.

Andreas and Patrica left the room to talk about Patrick, of course Patrick wasn't aloud to take part in that conversation. So he just stayed in the stupid hospital bed next to Pete, while his Mother made his choices for him. "I don't want to go to a fucking mental hospital dude, I'm fucking fine" he told his best friend who just played with Patrick's hair and nodded "you might not be 'fucking fine' but you aren't suicidal and you didn't try to kill yourself so they don't really have a good reason to put you in one".

See I've been right this whole time fat Pat, you are fine. Just kidding, you are fat and thats not okay, being fat is bad. You need to lose more weight, you almost got to 90, isn't 90 a nice number? Once you get out try to get there and maybe if you get lucky you will cut deep enough. Then Pete will know that you were not fine.

"Who came?" Patrick asked, blocking out that lovely comment from his brain or whatever in his brain told him it, Pete bit his lip as he scanned his memory trying to remember who was here "Elisa and Dec, I remember them arriving with Pat. Andy and Joe of course, I think Kevin, Gabe, maybe Bren. I can't really remember but I know that Kev is pissed at me" Pete shrugged and hiccuped. "Are shitting me Peter? What the fuck, are you drunk?" Patrick growled when he smelled the alcohol on Pete's breathe when he hiccuped, Pete's response was another shrug and "G-Gabe, gave me whiskey to 'cope' but I'm not drunk, maybe a bit tipsy..." he trailed off and pouted "you can't get mad ''Trick, my fucking best friend was in a coma, so I'm aloud to drink". Patrick wasn't really up for seeing anyone besides Pete, it was very selfish but he just couldn't do it.

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