"You have no control who lives who dies who tells your story"

(Yes my first one is Hamilton shut up)

This has always stuck with me, cause it's so true, you have no control over anyone else's lives and if they live or die(sometimes you do) and I think of this a lot, especially since my Grandma and dog passed away at the start of this year, and I always feel bad and like I could have done more, loved on Bella more, called my Grandma more in those last ten days because my Dad TOLD ME she was going to pass but I refused to believe it and only called her once. And you know what? On her last day she lived through the night to talk to me and my sister and she was barley even able to talk or make noise but she still had my uncle call. I couldn't have had her live though, I only have control over my actions and I won't even have control of my death (hopefully) and that's ok. The only thing you can do is remember the people and love them while they are alive.