Harry Styles

I had time off. A lot of it, actually. No one really booked me for anything and all my projects were either in the editing stage or were already out. I had no side jobs or anything that I considered as serious as modelling so I spent quite a bit of time in the gym where I worked my ass off. Other than that, I was also quite glued to my phone and laptop during the time that I spent on my own, just searching for... stuff.

Well, okay. I'm not going to beat around the bush.

I was looking at engagement rings.

I know, I know, I know. Might be a bit too early, considering that we haven't even been together for more than two years so let me explain myself a little.

When I found myself on a website full of gorgeous rings, I was actually looking for myself. I was curious to see what kind of rings they had on the site I usually ordered mine from and then somehow, in some weird ass way, it wasn't me who I was searching for anymore.

Personally, I didn't have anything specific in mind and I knew that neither did Carrington. We had this conversation a few times when we'd be in the car together or when one of us couldn't fall asleep. But still, with every ring I looked at, I tried to imagine it on her finger and whether she'd like it or not. It was a hard task, not that she was so hard to please. It was more so to do with me. I didn't want to disappoint her with a ring which may sound silly, but I truly did put all my effort into finding something that was perfect for her.

She didn't know of my plans or anything, she never really asked or brought it up either so I'm not going to lie, I was chuffed. I certainly wanted it to be a surprise and I wanted it to be perfect. It had to be. Anything and everything that had to do with her was always going to have to be flawless – much like her. In my eyes, anyway.

There were a few rings that really made me go "wow this could be something I can work with" so I saved those and went in the next day to take a look at them. I didn't want to leave any clues behind just in case Carrington used my phone or laptop or whatever. So, those two times I went in to the store, the sales people were really helpful and patient with me, which I needed, since I didn't even know if my girlfriend would have liked any of the rings I went to take a look at. They gave me some advice which I took on board although I soon realised that I wasn't going to get anywhere with what those people told me. I mean, how would a stranger know what my girl likes?

I jumped on the couch a little when Carrington's voice filled the house after she entered through the main door. She walked over to the couch where I was, my smile widened and a rush of love and adoration washed over me.

"Hey," I responded as my phone slid into the couch next to me while I stretched my arms out towards her. She cuddled to my chest as she sat on my lap. The smell of her perfume was all that I could smell around me as I locked my arms around her and took a breath. "I missed you."

"I missed you, too," she mumbled into my neck where her face was neatly tucked into. Her breath fanned against my skin and it made me shiver. "Oh, guess what!" she suddenly looked up at me, happiness radiating off of her gorgeous face. Damn, I really loved this woman with my entire heart.

"What is it?" I smiled as I lifted my hand to her face and cupped her cheek. My thumb caressed her soft skin and I couldn't help but lean forward and peck her soft looking lips. I couldn't handle the thought of not being able to taste them and feel them.

They really were soft.

"Well," she started with a little half smile, her eyes peeked up at me and I found myself staring at her in awe. I didn't quite pin point what it was or why it was happening whatever was happening, but I just felt so much love for her. "I talked to Harrison today and he let it slip that dad and Les are coming home soon."

"Really?" I asked with so much surprise, it made her giggle. And that made my heart jump around and beat at an unstoppable speed. This was love. The kind that I couldn't have explained to her. Or to anyone. I didn't even know how to come to terms with it myself.

"Yes!" she grinned. "Obviously, I wasn't meant to know. Neither is mum, so I'm gonna have to keep it to myself. Well, I just told you."

"I'm not going to tell her, don't worry," I smiled after she finished her short little ramble. I loved when she did that. I was completely gone and into her so whatever she did, I was all for it, to be honest. "When are they coming exactly?"

"He didn't let that slip," she rolled her pretty brown eyes, pouted her lips once she blew the air out.

"Surely, we'll be informed of when to go home, don't stress too much," I kissed the back of her hand that rested in mine. I then carried on peppering her knuckles with the sweet little gestures, feeling her soft skin under my lips as I closed my eyes.

"How was your day?" she asked me once I slowly looked up at her and into her loving eyes. Have I mentioned how much I loved her? My feelings doubled whenever she was around me and I literally felt like I was dying but so alive at the same time.

"Ehh," I shrugged. "Was alright, I guess. Didn't do much apart from my usual run to the gym."

"You really don't know what to do with yourself, do you?" she giggled, arms around my neck and legs around my waist. I bit into my lower lip as I let my hands rest on her waist and my head against the back of the couch.

"You hit the nail on the head," I nodded. I actually really didn't like how I had no work. But then she sat on my lap and cheekily grinded against me therefore suddenly, I had one job.

Her lips found mine soon after, hands messed around with my hair as I pushed her further down on me to intensify the feeling of the movement of her hips. Her tongue met mine in the heat of the moment before she let out a little sigh and let her head fall back as my lips kissed along her neck. The perfume she wore was all I could smell from the second she walked closer to me and that got stronger as my I dragged the tip of my nose along the side of her neck.

"Goddamn, how did I go so long without you?" she grinned at me before another kiss was placed on my lips. My smile widened as I let her hands travel under my shirt, her fingers trailing up my stomach and chest.

I shuddered under her touch and my body came alive at the same time. It has definitely been a long week or two since anything happened between us simply because she was working so much. Almost too much.

"Hey-hey, baby, wait," I swallowed hard when I heard the phone ring. It wasn't mine, it was hers. And I found that weird. She usually had hers on silent.

"It can wait," she murmured into my neck, her teeth grazed over my skin once she got down to my collarbones. "I want you now, though."

A pleased moany sigh came from my throat which only showed that I agreed with her. I wanted her, too. I was completely under her control, so if she wanted to go on and ignore the phone call, then that was what was going to happen.

"Have me then," I mumbled which caused her to hum against me.

"Been overly stressed so don't mind if I do," her words came out as a whisper, hands tugging down her grey sweatpants, clearly struggling.

I smiled at her as she got off my lap and quickly pushed them down. After she stepped out of them, she put her hair up in a high ponytail, her eyes not hiding just how turned on she was. I lifted my bum up when she reached for the hem of my shorts and pulled them right off. Clearly surprised by the fact that I had no boxers on, she smirked at me then leaned down to kiss me.

"If I wouldn't know that you live like this, I'd think you were expecting something tonight," she said and I shrugged.

My mind was already giving me scenarios of what will happen next, her hands and lips wrapped around me, tongue swirling over my aching tip. The simple thought made me squeeze my eyes together as my head rested against the back of the couch, my teeth deepened into my lower lip. I fisted my hands, tightly, that I didn't even notice until Carrington touched them and laced her fingers through mine.

"Calm down, I haven't even touched you yet," she giggled and her voice sounded far closer to my ear than I imagined it would. Her lips kissed along my jawline and she bit it softly. "I love you," she mumbled in my ear, nose against my cheek before her lips hovered over my top lip and kissed it gently. "For fuck's sake," she grumbled when the phone began to ring again.

I sighed. It wasn't going to stop. Someone clearly wanted something from her if they called her twice.

"Pick it up," I told her, my voice quiet. I opened my eyes when the noise filled the room and looked at her as I spoke to her. I was in a daze, way too horny to let her pick up the phone, but then again, I had no other choice.

"I don't want to leave you hanging," she pouted which made me groan. My hands grabbed her cheeks and I pressed a tender kiss on her lips.

"The sooner you get the call over with, the better," I said to which she rolled her eyes and let a little sigh out. "Who is it?" I asked when she picked the phone up.

"My mum," she replied. "I swear, this better be important."

I laughed quietly whilst she picked the phone up and lifted it to her ear. Her perfectly round ass, tanned and toned legs made me even more hard than I already was. I wondered if it would have been rude to touch myself as she spoke to her mum on the phone. The view of her was just too much for me to handle, thoughts on top of thoughts clouded my mind, all of them revolving around her sucking me off then riding me to an orgasm.

Well, that was the case up until she looked at me with concern. Her eyebrows pulled together and forehead in creases. She held on to the wall that my TV was hung up on and then her hand covered her mouth that dropped down in shock. I was on my feet in an instant as I pulled my shorts up. I placed my hand on her arm when I got to her and she looked at me with the phone still to her ear.

"Hey, you're alright, it's okay," I whispered calmly as her eyes watered up and her hand that was covering her mouth before now rested on my chest. I swallowed hard at the sight of her, worry washing over me as I was ready to catch her if she was about to fall. "Baby," I muttered as tears rolled down her cheeks and she pulled the phone away from her ear.

She hugged me around my waist once I held it in my hands and saw that her mother was still on the line. One of my arms went around my girlfriend's body as I decided to talk to Eloise.

"Hey, is everything okay? What's going on?" I asked right away as I felt my baby's tears soak through the neck of my shirt. My heart was racing fast as I felt completely helpless and lost.

"Harry, darling," her voice trembled on the other side of the line and I knew it was some serious shit. "Harrison, my son, Harry, he was in a car crash," she sobbed. What the fuck?

"Oh my god. Are you okay? Is he okay?" I asked frantically. "Where are you right now? Are you alone?"

"I'm at the hospital, he's getting ch-cheked out right now. I'm so scared, I can't bel-believe this."

"Hey, hey, you're good. He's in good hands, yes? You're at the hospital, you'll know soon that he is completely fine. He's alive and in one piece, alright?" I rambled as I tried to make her feel better while I had her daughter in my arms, almost in the same state as her. "Is there a vending machine? A canteen maybe? Go and get yourself a drink, please, alright? It'll help you calm down and take your mind off this a little bit."

"There's a canteen, I think."

"That's great, go and get something. I'll call my mum and see if she's home. She can get to you faster than we can. You need some support. I'll let you know once she's set off, okay?"

"You really don't have to d-do that, dear. I'll be fine," she sniffled and I sighed. She did need it. I mean, if I would have been in her situation, I definitely would have wanted someone with me to lean on.

"Carrington and I will be there as soon as possible, okay? Can you please text me the address and anything else I may need to know?"

"Of course, I'll... I'll text Carrie's number."

"Okay, thank you," I sighed, my lips pressed a gentle kiss on top of Carrington's head as I closed my eyes. "We'll be there soon. Please, keep us updated."

"I will," she assured. "Harry?"

"Yes?"

"Please be careful on the road, okay?" she said weakly. "I don't think I could handle if something was to happen to you, too."

"We will be fine, I will make sure of it."

"Okay, thank you."

"No need to thank me," I replied. "See you soon then."

"Yeah, see you soon."

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o shiiiit ! finally some action lmao

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