Good evening readers. I am back with an update XDD And I've been thinking, maybe opening a position for a second author? Opinions=comment/message me. ALSO: I won't do the part where they go to church and all that because of the effing nun scene (which I hate since Bassy is mine). I tried to think of a way to change that part but I still don't like it so I am asking all of you to not suggest anything. Anyways here's another chapter
*WARNING: suggested content

Reader-chan POV

Sebastian had his arm wrapped around my shoulders, squeezing so often. I had my arm wrapped around his waist and snuggling into his arm.
He would often bend down and peck my lips or I'd pull him down by his tie and kiss him.
We were walking through the streets once more after cuddling for a couple of hours and just talking and it was nice. He opened himself to me and I to him.
I felt like I could do anything by his side, as stupid as it sounds but he makes me happy and safe.
We were passing a couple of alleys and I saw a group of drunk men staggering out of one.
They were cackling and pushing each other. I felt Sebastian squeeze me tighter against him as they noticed us.
"What a pretty lady!" slurred one of the men, the leader probably since the others stood behind him.
"How 'bout you come with us and have some fun?" he grinned as he approached us.
He reached his hand towards my chest, but before I could do something, a force pushed him across the street at lightning speed. I gaped up at Sebastian, wondering how much of a brute he could be.
His eyes shown with fury and hatred.
"I'm afraid that won't be possible," he gritted through his teeth.
"Oh and why not?" shouted one of the other men as two rushed to help the one that was a whimpering mess across the street.
"Because she is a pure goddess and you're not even close to being worthy of acknowledging her beauty-" I interrupted him with placing a hand on his pale cheekbone, before he went on killing spree.
"Sebastian, let's just go okay?" I asked and looked at the men who grinned at me and looked me up and down. I glared at them in disgust. Pigs. It's not the first time I've dealt with men who tried to get into my pants. They usually go back where they came from with broken bones or worse.
"Hold on pretty lady-" one of them grabbed my wrist as we turned to go. I almost puked when I smelled the alcohol from his mouth.
I grunted and kicked his torso, sending him flying back. I rubbed at my red wrist.
"Oi get 'em!!" One of the four remaining shouted. As they rushed towards us, I heard Sebastian chuckle softly.
"My love, please close your eyes, I don't want you to see. Let me take care of the situation," he muttered softly. I did as told and a couple of seconds later I heard screams of pure agony.
"DEMON!!!"
I almost laughed at the scream. A few moments later, I heard the....clacking?...of heels walking towards me. Then a cold hand rested against my cheek, caressing it. I blushed.
"You didn't even flinch at my touch?" Said Sebastian as I opened my eyes. I placed my hand on top of his and smiled.
"I'm not afraid of you Sebastian. I trust you," I whispered and wiped away a small droplet of blood on his cheek.
Sebastian smiled softly down at me and kissed me.
I kissed back before pulling away and looking over his shoulder.
Nothing.
No bodies, no blood, nothing.
I gave Sebastian a questioning look.
"How did you do that?"
"Well darling I'm simply one hell of a butler," Sebastian smirked and pecked my cheek. I snorted and intertwined my fingers with his.
"Alright, Mr. Perfect lets go," I tugged at his arm.

Time skip back to mansion

Sebastian walked me to my room door. I turned around and pulled him down by his tie, placing my lips against his.
He responded by pinning me against the door, his hands on either side of my head as I wrapped mine around his neck, pulling him closer and nibbling on his bottom lip.
I heard him groan softly and he opened his mouth, shoving his tongue against mine.
I gasped as I felt his hands run down my sides and stop at my thighs.
Sebastian bent down and picked my up, wrapping my legs against his waist.
He opened the door to my room and led us to the bed. I landed on my back, my head between pillows.
I kicked my boots off as I saw Sebastian practically ripping his coat and shirt off.
I blushed when I saw his pale but well built, might I say, chest. His abs were godly. I wanted to run my hands along his whole body.
Sebastian smirked and straddled my hips. His lips crashed onto mine, fingers tangling into my hair as I ran my hands down his shoulders and rock hard abs. I squealed into his mouth when he squeezed my thigh, giving him more access into my mouth.
I was dazed and let him dominate my lips until I felt his fingers tugging at the sides of my skirt.
I froze and pushed him away, breathing heavily. His eyes were glazed with lust and concern at the same time.
"Is something wrong?" he whispered, scooting closer to me on the bed.
"Yeah uh I'm not ready to take that step yet," I blushed even more, looking away from his gaze, feeling embarrassed. He's probably gonna laugh at me. Because I'm a virgin and I don't want to do it with him.
Sebastian pulled me to sit on top of his lap and turned my chin to meet his gaze.
"You needn't feel embarrassed (y/n) I understand. I apologize for rushing you, I thought you wanted the same thing. However, I'll wait for as long as you want me to," Sebastian smiled and kissed me beneath my ear.
I gripped his bare shoulders and pecked his cheek.
"Thank you Sebastian," I smiled at him, feeling relieved, "I love you."
"I love you too (y/n). More than you could possibly imagine."

Timeskip to a couple of days later

Sebastian and Ciel were currently out investigating a murder that occurred in London. Since it was near the Ocean, Sebastian asked if I wanted to stay, saying it would be fine. So I did, in order to keep the promise.
I was sitting atop the roof of the manor, looking around the area, birds chirping every now and then.
"Wonder if Heichou is mad for not leaving my room clean," I muttered to myself and smiling at the memory of when Levi made me clean my room, his office, and Erwin's office last time I left it dirty. He'd never make me run like the other cadets. Even though he doesn't show it he cares about me. And I care about him. Hell, he's even opened up to me about his past.
But he still won't tell me how old he is...sucks I know...
"(Y/n)..." I perked up when I heard a familiar voice call out.
It sounded like...Erwin.
I looked towards the direction it came from. Then I heard it again but this time it was Levi.
"Tch, brat come down already. We need your help." I slid down the roof top and landed on my feet on the ground, my heart pounding against my ears when I heard the voice of my family.
"Erwin! Heichou!?" I shouted as I ran towards the thick set of trees. The voices kept calling my name, including Eren, Hange, Petra, Armin, even freaking Mikasa.
Were they here? Did they find me? I smoked at the thought then frowned. What if....what if it's a trap?
"(Y/n) you're finally here," I heard a voice behind me. I turned and saw him.
Erwin!! And his eyebrows were bigger than ever!!
I felt my legs wobble a bit until I ran towards him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly as he wrapped his around my back.
"Erwin. You're here! You're safe!" I cried in happiness as his hand ran soothingly through my hair just like he used to when I was younger. God, he's always been like a dad to me.
"Yes I'm here. I'm so glad I found you," he said in his deep voice.
Before I could respond, I smelt it. A powderish smell with lilacs. Erwin never puts on cologne. Especially perfume. He always smells of coffee and spice whenever I would hug him.
I pulled away and frowned.
"Erwin you smell weird," I slowly backed away. Something's wrong and I couldn't put my finger on it. Then he smiled.
Not in his kind and soft smile but in a cruel and non-Erwin way.
"You figured it out." He suddenly morphed into that man.
Ash.
I gasped. And put more distance between us, he smirked.
"I was waiting until that demon was foolish enough to leave you alone," he said, waking around me in a circle.
"You're disgusting. You reek of him. You need to be cleansed and purified." He suddenly had his hand around my throat and we flew back, my body pinned against the tree, elevated a few feet off the air. Kicks and struggled against his grip.
"I know what you are. You don't belong here. You're messing with that demon. He's not capable of feeling love. He's just another beast from hell that deserves to die," he gritted, his purple eyes glowing with hatred and fury. I choked out a response while clawing at his hand.
"You're...wrong...he's not a beast. He's not even close to stooping down to your level..." I spit in his eyes. He grunted and flung me away, my back hitting hard against a tree.
"This won't be our last encounter, unpure freak. I will come back and hunt you down and kill you along with the demon. Your demon will not be able to protect you nor your Titan self."
My vision was becoming blurry, but I managed to see him dash off. I wheezed in and out, trying to get air through my lungs, which hurt from the impact.
I couldn't heal them. I was afraid. What if Ash hurts Sebastian? Or the others? Or my family back home?
I angrily wiped at the tears spilling down my cheeks.
After I gained my breath and composure back, I brought my knees to my chest and buried my face in them.
What if I hadn't come? Maybe Ash wouldn't be so intent on hurting everyone I've gotten close to. And I believed him when he said he'd hurt Sebastian. What if...I left. Yes I could leave and everything would be okay!
That means Sebastian wouldn't get hurt, only me. I'd rather risk my life than have Sebastian get hurt.
I ran back to the manor, thankful that the servants were in London at the market.
I grabbed my bag, which also appeared here at the same time my clothes did.
I stuffed all my uniforms and gas cylinders.
Good thing I had them refilled a day ago, because if I had gone right now, Undertaker would have told Sebastian where I went. I got a piece of paper from the drawers and wrote on it.

Sebastian,

I know that after you read this note, you'll hate me but this is for the best. I'm leaving and I'm never coming back. Please don't look for me and make this easier for us. This is a battle even you can't win. I love you. I really do. You make me feel like no one ever has before and I am thankful for everything you've done for me. That being the reason why I have to leave. Please tell the others I wish them the best and I'll miss them. I love you so much, Sebastian.

With love,
(Y/n) (l/n)

I sobbed and felt my lips tremble slightly as I wrote the note. I sniffed and folded it, placing it on top of the bed. With my bag slung across my shoulders, I raced out the mansion and hopped on (h/n). I looked back at the manor once more before urging (h/n) to go forth. Sebastian I'm so sorry, please forgive me...

SEBBY POV (my baby ❤️❤️❤️)

I was currently pouring tea for the brat-I mean young master, listening to him talk about the information we gathered from the case.
What bothered me most was the scent of Ash still lingering here, still fresh, I suppose it was from when he visited early in the morning. All I wanted to do was spend the day with my darling (y/n)...whom I haven't seen since the morning...My thoughts were interrupted when I heard Mey-Rin shouting.
"Mister Sebastian!!!"
She then barged in heaving in and out.
"What is it Mey-Rin? Come now spit it out. And how many times have I told you to not run-"
"It's (y/n)!!" I froze. Worry coursing through my body. Was she okay? Did she get hurt? Did something happen to her?
"What about her?" I tried to keep my voice as calm as ever but in reality I was worried.
"We can't find her!! After we came back from the market she wasn't here, we thought she went for a walk of something but it's been hours!! We've searched the mansion and around the area but nothing!! Even Her room is empty!!" She cried.
"Mey-rin, take care of the young master I'll be back in a moment," with that, I dashed toward her room, which was already open.
"(Y/n)? Darling please stop hiding," I searched for her but she wasn't there. My heart was pounding with, for once in my life, fear. Fear for her safety and her life.
I looked around once more until I saw it.
A folded paper resting on top of the pillows.
I walked towards it and read it, my heart growing heavier at her words...
She left...she was leaving me...the only person who could care about me and loving me was gone...she didn't state why...only it was for the best of us...
Something wet ran down my cheek.
I brought my hand up my face and felt a it.
A tear.
I was crying. And I couldn't stop.
My love was gone and she didn't want me looking for her. Then millions of thoughts flooded through my head.
My hands curled into fists and I felt a dark aura surrounding the room.
She was toying with me all along wasn't she?
Trying to get a demon to feel emotions for a stupid human and running off?
I smirked. Oh (y/n) if you come back once more, I'll tear you apart just like you did to me. I tore the letter and threw it away. I will kill her if she comes back. I will make her regret toying with a demon.

AND done!!! R&R please!! Next chapter will be up tomorrow!!!