yo I just realized how long it's been since I last updated. This is my own idea btw. Please give me ideas. I have like no inspiration.
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JARED POV

Evan and I had been dating for 2 and a half months. I love him so much and he never ceases to tell me how much he loves me.

Evan and I were on a picnic date at the orchard. We were eating lunch together. Evan smiled at me. A smile which melted my heart. A smile that drove all my insecurities away, almost. A smile that is brighter than every star in the galaxy. I sighed and kissed him. He kissed back and then we just lied there.

The sun shone through the leaves of the tree above us, hitting our faces in little splotches. I smiled and held Evan's hand.

Some of my insecurities came back and in worry, I asked Evan,

"You won't leave me...right?"
I looked at him.

He looked back and frowned saying,

"Never. I love you too much to just leave you behind"

I looked back at the sky and smiled. As long as he stays, that would be enough.

I feel more tears run down my face as I run faster than I've ever run before. I can't believe it. I can't believe that he could do that to me. Especially when yesterday he told me that he would never leave me. He told me he loved me! I still love him...

He kissed her! He was kissing Zoe! And no. It was not a misunderstanding. I saw him lean in and put his hands in her hair and on her waist.

I can't deal with this. I run to the orchard. I collapse under the tree we lied under yesterday.

I break down.

I get a text.

Jared, I don't think this is going to work out.

I think we should break up.

Okay.

That's all I can manage to text back. It's a day after Evan cheated on me. I miss him so much already.

Everyone's talking about Evan and Zoe's relationship. I sit in the bathroom at lunch. I don't bother to eat. Tear stains mark my face but no tears come out. I cried enough. I don't think I can physically cry anymore if that's even a thing that can happen.

Everything reminds me of you. Why did you leave me? I bet I fucked up. I bet it was my fault. I just hoped that maybe you meant it when you said you loved me and that you'd never leave me...

Ha.

Liar.