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Not kleinsen, just an angsty Evan oneshot
Based off that song up there
TW-suicidal thoughts, suicide
Evan arrived at the large tree. He was about to take his shoes off. But he looked up at the tree and saw a boy a man bun standing on a high branch.
Evan's eyes widened as he realized that he was here to do the same thing. Despite himself, he climbed up a bit and screamed,
"Hey, don't do it please!"
Evan was shocked at his own words. He didn't care the boy can do whatever he wants. Why would Evan Hansen care?
The boy looked down at Evan with tears falling down. He reluctantly climbed down.
Evan listened to his problem.
"You've probably heard this all before. I really thought that he was the one, my soulmate if those even exist, but then he left me"
The boy said
"FOR GODSAKE PLEASE?!?! Are you serious I can not believe that for some stupid reason you climbed up before I could! Are you sad because you didn't get what you wanted? At least you've never been robbed of anything."
The boy looked surprised and then he smiled
"Thank you so much for listening"
Then the boy with the man bun disappeared into the distance.
The next day Evan came back. He thought that for sure today was the day. But before he could pry his shoes off, he looked up and saw a short boy standing on a high branch. Clearly about to jump.
Evan yelled once again. The petite boy climbed down and looked down, tears flowing down.
He told Evan his situation,
"You've probably heard this all before. Everyone ignores me and everyone steals. I don't fit in with anyone."
"GODDAMNIT! Please?!?! Are you serious I can't believe that you got here before me for that reason?! Don't you know, you're still loved by everyone at home. There is always dinner waiting on the table for you."
The small boy looked up at Evan.
"I'm hungry"
He said as he shed a tear.
The boy short as can be then disappeared into the distance.
Then everyday Evan came back only to find someone else already there. He listened to their tales and made them turn away. But he knew that there was no one who would do the same for him. There was no way to let out all the pain.
One day, for the first time he saw someone with the same problems as him. He wore a black jacket.
"I just want to stop the scars that grow every day. That's why I came up here today instead."
The boy with the jacket said.
Wait what did I just say? I don't care about this boy.
But I'm the moment I yelled something that even I didn't believe.
"Hey, don't do it please!"
Evan started panicking. He couldn't stop this boy. For once Evan had bitten off more than he could chew. But still Evan just wanted him to go away so he couldn't see the pitiful expression he wore on his face. It was too much for Evan.
"I guess today's just not my day"
The boy with the black jacket climbed down and disappeared into the distance.
Evan came back the next and there was no one there to stop him. No one could interfere. It was just Evan.
Evan took off his black jacket.
And he took out his hair.
This boy, petite as can be, is gonna jump now and be free
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