"Mark?" 

"Yes miss..." he entered the office looking slightly attentive 

"Please take care of the work in my absence?"

"But- Miss we have a hearing next week ...and-"

"I'll be back before lunch ...It's just this person is way too important ...to meet"

2 days have passed since that weekend.... where Yoongi was almost ready ...to murder someone and Jackson was just hyping up your older brother ...

your head was paining all that day .... but Jackson was extra energetic that day .... he told your brother everything ...like everything ...

how you used to blush ...how you used to ramble about Namjoon all day .... how you used to dress up for him .... basically, he explained how dumb you were ....

He bragged how he beat the pulp of Namjoon and didn't get a single scratch on him ...which was very much of a lie ...because you remember his swollen jaw

Yoongi got extra cuddly that day ...all day he was just holding you and forced your head lay on his chest ...he was massaging your hair with closed eyes ......like he was healing you .... which worked actually 

he whispered how sorry he was minute by minute .... didn't stop until you convinced him ...it was not his fault ...it was yours ...you chose to hide that from him ....

Whole day went like that ....and unfortunately Jackson had to do the house chores for Min Siblings 

Jackson understood they had a long day today .... He smiled lightly when he saw The Cold siblings sprawled over the couch ...

This is how .... the weekend went ...with cuddly yoongi and hardworking Jackson 

Monday came ...with new week 

The Min siblings woke up and got ready for work ....

both you and your older brother united on the kitchen table ...you guys called for Jackson for breakfast .... but after getting no response ...you knocked on his door 

his door was unlocked ...so you entered

There he is ...sleeping on the bed ...

You understood he was very tired after working for the weekend ...deciding you should let him rest ...you closed and door and resumed your breakfast ....

on the way to your work .... Jay Z rap songs were blasting in the car ...as yoongi was dropping you off ...

you bobbed your head ...matching the beats making yoongi increase the volume more ...

He smiled ...feeling good ...witnessing his sister getting open with him ...

you were just enjoying the music when your phone vibrated in your hands ...

you recieved an email?

with curiosity you clicked it open ...

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From: Angelhoseok.124

Subject: IMPORTANT!!

hey Tesoro ;) following number of best friends of Byun Baekho ...you have to meet him Today ...I'm stuck with some stuff ;) 

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The email ended with details ...

Gosh for a second you sat attentively ...reading how he wrote 'IMPORTANT' in subject .... but reading the email .... you groaned in annoyance

his email was literally winking after every sentence like he does in person ...

you saved that given number ...and closed the bright screen ...

You planned on inquiring about this number after reaching the office

The drive went by yoongi lowly rapping with Jay z and you enjoying it ...

A few minutes later ....yoongi kissed your forehead and left you for your day ahead ...

So, this is how you are currently sitting here ...in a common cafe ...with Min-Jun 

who introduced himself as baekho's friend from work ...

"He usually stays quite ......he does his work ...silently ...whenever someone used to ask him something he replies with Nodding or a small 'hmm' " 

"I think Min-Jun I know that much .... just tell me if you saw anything weird in his behavior before he ..." 

Died

Min-Jun gulped and took a long sip 

Baekho was a quiet kid ...but a passionate worker ...

His friend only friend was Min-Jun ....in that warehouse

They were not great friends .... but they were friends ...

Min-Jun had a deep grievance on his friend's demise 

"A-Actually some weeks before he... ...he started to stay quieter than usual.... usually, he would talk to me but in those days, he completely shut himself from the world "

you nodded in affirmation .... his medical reports and the reports therapist gave indicated that ...

he was suffering from PTSD ...and he was taking therapy without anyone knowing...

"He flinched every time a loud was made .... he stared abnormally at the things ...I-I was started to creep out...too"

"Did he mentioned what was going on with his life"

"No ...I told you we were not that of friends" 

you sighed heavily and massaged your temple in stress ...

'What was happening with you baekho?'

"Try to Remember some more things?" you waved your hand to the waiter and asked them for the bill...

"I-I don't know anything else ..." he was holding his cup with both hands ...you observed his hands were shaking 

"Fine" you smiled politely and extended your hand 

"It was nice meeting you Min-Jun" he took your hand and shook it ...

you collected your notes diary and your tote bag ...

you turned around to exit when ...

"Miss!"

you saw Min-Jun calling you again ...

"O-one time when we were having lunch ...Baekho suddenly started crying ...I asked him .... he said ...'I saw something I shouldn't have' "

"Shouldn't you be on your date?" His father's voice addressed him from behind 

"Dad..." namjoon sighed and twirled his glass ...

"Assuming your 'Vibes ' didn't match with that girl?" His father knew him very well...

It was the month of February ...the valentine Month of 2019 ....

It may be the month of Love for couples ......but for singles ...it was a month of loneliness ...

Not wanting to feel lonely this year ...Namjoon decided he would try to date someone this time

Then what?

Tinder .... messages .... date ...

Today was supposed to be his first date .... but 

when he saw the girl .........he found something missing inside him ...

"Admit it Son ...no matter how many dates you go .... You will never find a girl like her ..."

he knew about which girl his dad was talking about ....

"I think that too Dad ...."

That was the last day ...when Namjoon even tried to date someone ...

From that day .... Namjoon never had the courage to date anyone ......

Because whenever he tried .... he would unintentionally compare that girl to .......you ...

you call it his toxic trait .... but he always looks for a girl ...who had those same hazel eyes, black hair, and innocent features ...

but unfortunately Namjoon failed very badly ......he couldn't find any other girl .....like you 

You don't know how many lonely nights Namjoon has spent thinking about you ...Thinking about the possibilities

what would have happened ...if that night Namjoon accepted your proposal?

You were not the only one who was suffering ...........he was too ...

"MR. KIM!" 

"WHAT?!" 

His assistant ...broke his little depressive session he was having during work ...

Namjoon zoned out in thoughts while working ...

"T-there is a man outside ...he is making a fuss ...he is demanding to meet you ..." Lee panted and placed his hand on his chest ...

Namjoon could easily hear loud sound coming from his lobby ....

he cleared his table and leaned back ...

'Maybe ...he is someone in need ...' 

"Let him in..."

Lee practically ran out of the office ......withing few minutes ...a figure dressed in professional suite entered the Namjoon's cabin ...

"Min yoongi ?"

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"Kim Namjoon"

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TBC

do you guys now understand why namjoon was so persistent over Y/N since the very first time he saw her in court? .....our Namjoon had buried feelings :(

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