"HOW DARE YOU KIM NAMJOON !?" a harsh slap was echoed in that empty lobby of Kim's house 

soekjin was glaring at his little brother was just slapped by their father

Namjoon was just looking down all the time ...... his father was beyond angry at that moment 

the gossip of Namjoon rejecting and insulting a girl in the infamous prom party.... took all over the college like a wildfire ...

his father never imagined .... that Namjoon could do this ...

"D-Dad ...I-I ..."

"SHUT UP! .... if don't have that kind of feelings towards her .... you could've turned her down politly ........ but that insult!? .... Kim Namjoon, what do you think of yourselves huh ?!"

"Dad ... I don't know what came over me .... I-I Don't know ..." tears streamed out of his eyes ... he realized he had insulted his father's values ...... over women respect ...

"I know .... what came over you Namjoon ...." seokjin spoke for the first time ....

Namjoon looked over his older brother ...and found him advancing towards him 

"Jealously ...." his eyes widen 

"You were jealous that she was better than you ......jealous that she was your competition"

seokjin grabbed his collar ...

"She scored better than you .... She was the teacher's favorite .... that was bugging you!"

" When she confessed you ...... you got a reason to mock her ...you did all this satisfy your fucking ego ..... !!" 

"I want to ask you something Namjoon" seokjin seethed 

"IS YOUR FUCKING MAN EGO SATISFIED NOW !!?" seokjin was grabbing his collar tightly .... but released when his dad pushed him back ...

sudden realization came crashing down on namjoon ....

seokjin pointed out right ....... this was all because of his ego ...

you were better than him ...... you always were ... and that hurt his 'ego'

that night when you confessed to him ... his jealousy and ego took the best of him ...... he saw the best way to satisfy his ego ...

your confession .... that you like him, admire him

he targeted that to show his greatness ...

words came back to his mind ...... from which he insulted you 

guilt creeped in his insight ...

"You disappointed me Namjoon ... now drown in your own regret ..." his dad spoke calmly yet his words worked as a knife ...

"P-Please ... d-dad... I-I'm sorry" namjoon tried to grab the hand of his father .... who was retreating back to his room ...

his dad snatched his hand before he could grab it 

"Maybe we will forgive you with time namjoon ...... but ...... will she forgive you?"

'Will she forgive you ....'

'Will she forgive me ...?

'Do I even have that status ...... to even apologies to her ...?'

sweat was forming on Namjoon's forehead ...... and his body was burning like it was on fire ....

his eyes were closed .... but crease was formed on his forehead and he kept on squirming his head in irritation 

his breaths were uneven ....

Suddenly he opened his eyes .... with a gasp ....

he saw his bedroom's ceiling ........ and sighed in relief ...

'What a weird dream ...'

'Well.... that's not a dream .... that was your memory ...' his subconscious mind mocked him .... 

he tried to sit up ...... but he felt a weight on his stomach and chest ....

he titled his head to his left and saw his older brother sleeping with his mouth open ...

Namjoon groaned in irritation ...... he understood .... Why was he feeling hot ....

his Hyung's legs were on his chest and stomach .... and seokjin's arm was around his neck ....

Namjoon swatted away seokjin's arm from his neck ...... and did the same with his legs too ....

He sat up and poured himself a glass of water ....

last night when he and his Hyung were sorting some things out ...... it was 3 am in the morning ....  seokjin was too lazy to go his room ...... So, both brothers slept on the same bed.

drinking water calmed his senses ...... he landed his legs on the cold floor and took a moment of breath ...

he had a dream ....... more like a memory ....

all those moments he spent in his college with you by his side .... came back ......playing like a movie ...

The dream was not just a dream .... it was like he was living them again ....

Namjoon smiled when he remembered .... your teenage face ...

You always wore glasses .... those glasses were slightly big on your cute full cheeks ...

he closed his eyes .... your smile and carefree laughter rewinder in his ears ...

Your face is still the same ...... just with more maturity

'I will apologize to you Y/n .......... and maybe confess to you .... soon'

He smiled with a determined mind ....... 

his mind planning how he will execute his 'plan'

He was enjoying his little world in his mind .... when a message's ring broke his connection with his little world ...

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[ Don't confess to her ..... yet ... >

Namjoon's eyes went wide in horror ....

he kept on staring at the screen ....

"Namjoon-ah?"

his head snapped in the direction of the voice ...... he saw his hyung sitting up 

seokjin let out a loud yawn ... and rubbed his eyes ...

"y..yes Hyung ..."

"What are doing on the phone early in the morning?"

"nothing" Namjoon slammed his phone on the nightstand ...... his mind was still in huge shock 

"You know I had a weird dream ...... but that was not a dream .... I saw the day when you--"

"HYUNG! you saw that too !?" Namjoon panicked and sat Infront of his Hyung 

"What?" seokjin shrugged carelessly ...... not getting the depth of the situation 

"Hyung .... I saw the same .... now I'm fucking confused ..." Namjoon clutched his head .... his mind was not interpretting what was happening ...

"Aye... don't stress too much about this ..... It can be because we are brother ...happens sometimes ..." he playfully patted his little brother's cheek and stood up 

"Now .... Don't sit here Mr. Lawyer ...... you are getting late for your work ...." with that seokjin exited the his room 

'How can be this possible?'

"Aish! .... I'm overthinking!"  

dragging you out of the prom hall .... Jackson was not meeting your eyes .... your vision was clouded with bundle of tears .... 

your facial expression was constrained ...... like you were holding back a scream ...

you were being dragged by jackson .... without any sensibility ...

jackson was too furious to even notice that he roughly clutching your wrist ......

"Y/n ..." he made you sit on the garden bench ...

'"see... I know my motivation and words like 'he didn't deserve you' will not make a damn difference in your mind .... so, I will get straight to the point "

"You confessed to him ...... he humiliated you ......" he grabs both of your hands ...

"Don't let that humiliation .... crumble you further ..." you looked him in his eyes ... his eyes held a furious determination ...

"don't be a crybaby like this.... I know you are strong...... show him too..." he 'tch'ed and wiped you longing tears ....

"He fucking has balls to insult you and your best friend ...... in that hall full of students ..... and you are crying in the corner ?!" 

"Strong girls like you ...... don't cry over an asshole of a man like him ..."

"Show him what a pathetic nerd can do ..."

The best support comes from a best friend ... because they are the only people ...that know the real you ...

they know the thing which even your parents don't 

that day ... Jackson being your biggest support ...... he became that sheild that protected you from crumbling down 

you woke up with a smile .... sure, you adore your best friend the most ...

you made a mental note .... to invite him to the family dinner tonight ...

you don't know why all those memories ......suddenly came back rushing to you .... 

years have passed by to those ....... and now those are just bygones ...

you stopped caring about this world ... after that night 

but that doesn't mean .... you don't hate Him ....

the rage and irritation you feel seeing his face is indescribable ...

you showered ......humming a song with cold water ....... it refreshed you more ...

dressing up in your casuals ......you made your way downstairs ...

you stepped on the last stair...... there was no sound in the house ...

you frowned and glanced in the kitchen 

'No rap songs in the morning?'

'Where is oppa?'

The kitchen was empty ....... usually every morning it would be blasted with Jayz songs ....but today it cleaned and empty 

In the search of your brother, you turned your heels to the living area

you sighed in relief ...... when you found your brother sitting on the couch .... with a coffee mug ...deep in thoughts ...

"oppa?" you called for him when he doesn't acknowledge your presence ...... seems like he was in deep thoughts ...

yoongi's eyes snapped from his thoughts and met your ...

He didn't say anything, just stared at you like he wanted to ask you something ...

"What caught your thoughts brother?" you chuckled and sat across him on the single couch ...

"Nothing ....... just a weird dream ...."

"What?" you chuckled loudly ...

"You are this stressed over a dream?" you continued laughing ....... but stop when he didn't laugh along ...

"Nah-uh .... we can say it was rather a movie ...... it had you, jackson and your college ..."

"brother .... you never visited my college ..." you grabbed the cookie that was placed along with yoongi's coffee 

"This is the thing I'm thinking ..."

"Brother--"

"You know ....... I never forget anything ... and if I'm not wrong .... that man from that day...what was his name again" he snapped his fingers quickly ...

"Who-"

"Yeah, His name was  Kim Namjoon ..." he sighed and leaned his back ...

"I don't think that was just a dream.... he was in that dream too..."

He stared in your eyes and took a long sip ...

"Now, tell me little sister, who the fuck is Kim Namjoon? and what is your past with him?"

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