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I just miss him......
I miss his voice
I miss his eyes
I miss his words
I miss everything in him
That " You are the only one " sentence..... It makes me feel so broken, we love each other but we can't be together.......  Just 'coz of a kid, a kid made us far from each other.
I still remember his tears when he came to me with that girl.
He said "help me please, she's gonna give birth to a kid,  to..... my kid" 
I don't know......  I felt so jealous of her,  not because they made love,  or because she's pregnant with his kid,  but because...... 
After I delivered her kid, and gave her a picture of sasuke......  She smiled at me,  not a friendly smile,  or a anything lovely, it was an evil's smile,  it's like she was saying "he's mine" .  I'll never think of her like a friend.  Or anything related.....  Not with her.
But after everything.  And after 12 years.  I still love him, but I was wondering,  does he love me back?
He always visited me -after I delivered his kid- but he never said anything about the pink haired girl or the kid.... Sa-sa- sada- sarada,  yeah the kid's name's sarada,  she looked like him so much,  I'm wondering if she still.
I don't know if she knew me,  'coz I don't think the pink haired girl would tell her about me.  And sasuke never went home after sarada's birth.
Sasuke used to come and tell me about how he miss his childhood and his family.  But he never spoke about her.
I remember all his speeches,  every simple word. But my favorite one when I asked him " why her, and how can you leave her alone with your kid.   Why don't you live with them?  Aren't they your family?
He answered with his normal cold face " don't you know that we're not married?  She was a one night stand...  We made love for less that half hour,  and just because I was angry... And lonely.  I don't know how did she get pregnant..... "
I saw the tears in his eyes, I couldn't say anything....  he turned around and went out, when he reached the door....  He said " you know.....  you are the only one " he said that and left,  I couldn't speak or move.  I knew he wasn't lying,  a-and I felt him.  he was broken from inside.  He never wanted to be with her. He wanted to be with me...  But maybe it's written for us to be broken....  And far from each other.
That happened 1 year ago.  He didn't come again till...... Till last week.  He came to the hideout but unfortunately I wasn't here. I wasn't...........

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