A/n: Hey everyone! Sorry if this chapter is to short! I made it a week ago....I think....and I never posted it. Tell me what you think in the comments. Nothing hateful though, please? I always try my best....If you have any suggestions on what the next chapter should be about let me know! Also they will go back on WGM if you have any ideas on where you'd like to go (in the story of course) let me know about that in the comments as well. I love all of my beautiful and handsome (If i have any guy readers which I know i do! But don't worry I don't mind! :D I know who they are, btw they aren't gay :P Sorry if I sound rude....I HOPE I DON'T :'( ) readers! Thank you for ready my story so far!

(Y/n) POV

     I sat on my bed with tears pouring down my face as I gasped for air. I heard my door burst open. "(Y/n)!" It was Luna. "What happened?" She asked calmly.

     Mina was always known as the mom of the group because one, she was the oldest and two, she was always like a mom from the very beginning.

     "He's........He's gone...." Was all I could choke out. I felt Mina hold me in her arms tightly but gently as well. "Sweetie I'm so sorry...." She told me. I heard the others footsteps in my room and I was soon embraced by everyone. I hugged them back as I cried for what seemed like eternity. "I'll be right back." I heard Sunny say.

     She was gone for probably about 10 minutes before I felt everyone leave the room. No more arms were wrapped around me. I then heard someone walk in. It was probably one of the girls but then I heard the door close. 'Why did it have to happen to me.....' I thought. I loved him so much and now.....he was gone. I'd never be able to see him, or talk to him, or hug him, or just hear his voice in person. All of that was gone. I cried and cried and soon felt what seemed like a blanket wrap around me along with a pair of arms. "It's going to be okay...." I looked up to see Joshua sitting in front of me.

     I instantly lunged towards him and cried into his chest. I don't know why but I didn't want him seeing me look like a wreck. "Joshua......" I cried out. "Why!?" I screamed looking at the ground closing my eyes. "Why did it have to be me?!" I asked, wishing none of this happened, wishing it was all a stupid dream. I felt him hug me and saying he was sorry over and over again. "Why did he have to leave......" I whined.

     I begged and begged that he'd come back but my wishes of course wouldn't be answered. Nothing seemed right. Nothing at all. I wanted to die, right then and there. My dad was the person I loved the most in my life. He was always there for me no matter what. He always understood when I did something wrong and was so calm and sweet. He loved everyone.

     Why did it have to be him. My mom had told me that the funeral for him would be tomorrow but I knew I'd cry the whole time. "I hate my life! It's always me. Everything bad always happens to me. I don't want to be here. I want to be with my dad. I WANT to die.....I'd be better off dead than be here. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of having the worst things happen to me and nothing ever happens to anyone else. I want to turn back time. I'm useless and God knows it. He wants everything bad to happen to only me. Why is God like that! I-I...... I want to see him.....I miss him so much...." I tell Joshua who had been quiet the whole time.

     I didn't tell him everything that was on my mind but this covered about a qauter of it. I don't think he knew what to say to me though. "I know." Was all he told me and quietly. "I'm sorry....." He said. "Why?" I asked. My tears wouldn't stop falling so I covered my red and puffed up face behind my hands. "I'm sorry this had to happen to you. But please don't wish death on yourself." I felt his hands touch mine. "let me see your face." He whimpered. I didn't move them.

      "I'm sorry...." he was quieter than ever this time I almost didn't hear him. I let go only to see that he was crying as well. I looked at him shocked. He wiped my tears away and tried to smile but it soon turned into a frown. "why are you crying?" I asked. I wasn't crying anymore but my tears were still falling off my cheeks.

     "I hate it when you're sad. I don't want you to be upset. I know it hurts...I know it does but......it'll get better. Please...Please don't think like that. Please never wish for death on yourself, it's not- it's not something that should be taken lightly.

Joshua POV

     Hearing (Y/n) saying how she wanted to die and how she was useless.....it killed me. I'd fall apart without her.

     If she wasn't here....I don't know what I'd do. I cried because it broke me so badly. I held her tightly and we stayed like that for what seemed like forever.

     "Please don't leave me....." I whispered as tears rolled down my face. I felt her hand slowly fall on my head as she comforted me. It should be the other way around, really. "Do you think my dad's happy?" She asked. "Of course he is and he's watching over you right now." I tell her. "How do you know?" She asks hugging me tightly. "Because that's what angels do. They watch over their loved ones and make sure they are okay at all times hoping they will always be happy and will never forget them." I told her. She started crying after that.

     "I'm sorry." I told her. She just shook her head. "It's okay. He's in a better place right? He's still here. Not physically, but mentally. But he's still here." She tells me.

     It felt like she was trying to believe everything. I knew she wished it was all a dream but sadly it wasn't. I wished it was a dream myself. I had only met him once in person and that was at the wedding for We Got Married but now he'd never actually see his daughter get married, have a family, and see his grandkids. I'm not talking about me being with her! Just... talking in general.....yeah. I hope he'll always stay by her side even though he isn't truly here. 'God please watch over (Y/n) and her father.....' I prayed and begged over and over again. "It's all gonna get better. I promise....." I told her, kissing her forehead.