(Y/n) POV

     The police had taken both of our managers away and the nurse asked me to come with Joshua since they wanted to make sure I was alright as well.

     On the way there they asked questions and a police officers stayed with us writing everything down. I told them every little thing that our managers had done to us. "He's....He's going to be okay, right?" I asked. He had marks on his neck from where my manager had a hold on him and a gash on his arm,  along with multiple bruises and cracked knuckles that were bleeding through the bandage.

     "He should be fine as long as they don't come near you, you should both be fine. I'm more worried about what might end up happening." The police officer sighed and we had finally arrived at the hospital.

     They took me to the room where they put Joshua and checked me as well. He was still unconscious, but I worried more and more as each minute passed. I had turned on the TV and every channel I turned to, except the kids channel, was talking about what had happened to Joshua and I.

     About how our managers had been abusing us and no one else knew. I felt a lump form in my throat. I hated that this had to happen and my Instagram was getting flooded with comments. "Are you okay?" "What happened?" Some were nice, others hurt me so much. "You both should've died." "It would matter anyways. No one likes you two." I sat there holding Joshua's hand in mind and laid my head on the bed. I felt my eyes fall and I soon fell asleep.

-Time Skip-

Joshua POV

      I felt pain almost everywhere and it hurt so bad. I felt someone holding my hand and turn my head to see (Y/n) fast asleep next to me.

     I smiled as I pat her head softly. I was so glad she was okay. Knowing she wasn't in pain like I was, that's all that mattered really. I hate when she cries or when she's hurt. I felt her raise her head and our eyes met. It stayed like that for what seemed like eternity until she spoke. "You're okay." Was all she said before tears started streaming down her face.

     I held her in my arms even though I was in pain. "Please don't cry." My voice came out raspy and it hurt so much, but I didn't care. She started to cry even more. "I'm sorry...." She said, wiping her tears away. "There's no need to be sorry. I'm just glad you're okay." I told her taking her hand in mine.

     That hurt as well and I felt blood seeping through the bandages hoping she wouldn't notice, and thankfully she didn't.

     "It is my fault. If I wouldn't have fallen in love with you, you won't be hurt or in so much pain. You wouldn't have so much hate. I'm sorry I-" she stood up but before she could go anywhere I held onto her wrist. "Please don't go....." Was all I could say to her.

     It broke my heart that she though all of this was her fault. It broke my heart that she thinks that is being together made everything happen. It broke my heart that she thinks I'm in all of this pain because of her. It broke my heart so badly. All I could do was shake my head no. No words would come out. I felt tears in my eyes.

     She was the thing I needed the most in this world. She means so much to me and I can't loose her. I can't loose her this fast. I slowly got up. "Please sit down." She told me with worried eyes. All I could do was shake my head no before holding her close. It hurt so much but I needed a hug. She was the only one there and I really needed her. She means the world to me.

     "Please don't leave me..." I looked her in the eyes before kissing her. Her soft pink lips. I'd die if I wasn't able to see her. I'd die if I couldn't talk to her. I'd die if she wasn't with me.

-Time Skip-

(Y/n) POV

     I still had tears in my eyes. I felt like all of this was my fault but he said it wasn't. It didn't make me change what I thought though, but I didn't tell him that.  I had left and gone back to the dorm to rest. The others understood and didn't ask me many question except if I was okay and if Joshua was okay.

     I told them were both fine just tired. I then went to my room and tried to fall asleep but my mind was racing. I laid on my bed wondering why it was us. Out of everyone why us. I hated my manager and Joshua's as well. I cried for so long looking at the wedding ring. It would be gone soon but that didn't mean our real relationship was over. I was going to miss the marriage so much but being together is completely fine. The thing is, was Joshua actually tell the truth about being okay? Or was he in more pain then I thought. The same thoughts kept racing through my mind but was finally exhausted and fell asleep.

-Another Time Skip-

(Y/n) POV

     I woke up and looked at what time it was. It was 10 o'clock at night. I guess I slept earlier then I thought. Since it was late and I knew everyone else was asleep I got up quietly and went into the living room and watched TV. The first thing that I thought of was how Joshua was doing. I felt terrible. I felt like everything that has happened was my fault. Watching the TV wasn't helping because of all the kdramas that were on so I decided to go for a walk. I got dressed and headed out.

     It was completely dark outside except for the few traffic lights, car lights, and street lamps. I had my music playing not knowing where I would go but anything would be good as long as all these thoughts would leave my mind. "I wish that this had never happened..." I said to myself. Suddenly I stopped. I looked up to see the hospital Joshua was in.

     I forgot it wasn't far from where the dorm was so I stayed outside and sat on a bench. "What are you doing here?" I jumped. I was easily scared ever since I was a little kid I don't know why but I've been that way a lot lately. I turned around and saw Joshua.

     "Me? What about you! You should be inside sleeping!" I whispered, trying not to be loud. "You don't have to whisper and the same goes for you carrots. You should be out here alone." He tells me. "You watched Zootopia didn't you!?" I asked well more like screamed. He just smiled and nodded his yes. "I did indeed. But really you should be asleep." He says once again. "And you should be asleep too!" I say.

     He sits down next to me and I watch him for a minute. He then laid his head on my shoulder and I instantly froze. "Why?" He asked. "Huh?" Was all I could say, I sat there still frozen. I think my soul left my body. "You always tense up when I do something like this. Why?" He asked sitting up, pouting. "Just because..." I tell him looking down.

     The next thing I know, his lips are connected to mine. My heart was beating fast. 'Dear god please don't let me die right now.' I think. He parted away and smiled. "It's because you like me huh?" He said with that child like grin of his.

     My face was bright red, and I nodded yes. I think I lost my voice for a minute. "Why do you always blush so much?" "So many questions are coming out of his mouth....." I thought. "Well I mean I could say something else." 'Crap I said that out loud!!!' I just looked at him. "What? Do you blush because you're not used to this type of stuff?" He asked. "It's that and you always catch me off guard!!!" I tell him, well more like squealed. "Sorry..." He said. "For what?" I asked confused.

     "For not being good enough......" He looked at me with a sad smile. "I should go. I'll talk to you tomorrow." He told me and got up. He started to walk away as I sat there confused. "Wait!" I exclaimed.

     I bolted out of my seat but stayed where I was. "What do you mean you're sorry for not being good enough?" I asked. He was everything I've ever wanted in a guy. I loved him so much. I couldn't lose him. He opened his mouth but closed. I wasn't able to tell that well but he looked like he was going to cry. "Nah.....it's nothing." He whimpered. "I should go, really. I love you." He said. "I love you too." He stood there with his head down.

     Before I left I walked over to him and picked his head up. "Never think you're not good enough because you're the best thing that's ever happened to me." I tell him and kiss him on the lips before leaving.

     Why did he think he wasn't good enough?