If the attitudes keep going, more "accidents" will happen.

Can't people just realize that some friendships are just loops until you decide to cut it?? I have had many friends and I've lost most of them. I don't have as many friends as I used to. Precious people I lost from my life. People I really want to go back to but I can't because it will just hurt me. I have decided on who my real friends are, if you've spoke to me at least once in my life and we got along well and I still remember you then you're an acquaintance to me. If you have talked to me very few times then you are a friend, or good friend, if you talk to me daily or talk to me a lot and we get along well, we're great friends. If you've known me for some months, a year or more, then you're most likely a very special person to me, I have Trust Partners, which are the people I have in a list who are the only ones I will keep in my kik and Wattpad if I decide to delete everyone else from my life as to say, because I've known them for quite a while and I mostly run to them when I'm feeling down, and I'm thinking of adding more people to the list (As in those who talk almost daily to me ^^). I'm sorry I'm like this, I'm just used to being well.. used. I've been blamed for many shit in my life.

Anyways, back to the "loop" friendship. That is a friendship I call when I have arguments with a person, become friends with them, another argument starts, and the same thing keeps going over and over again. Those kind of people, until like 2 or 3 loops, I just get them out of my Wattpad and Kik because I know the loop will just keep going. But you know what? Some friends I have know it and it has happened, I've had loop friendships until that person decided to apologize to me and leave the things behind, sometimes I need more proof to know it won't happen again, unless your words really get to my heart. I remember at least 2 friends that were rude to me at some point, but they apologized and decided to start over. You see, those people I forgive because I know they mean it, but some people do it just because they became lonely. Lemme tell ya, I'm not a toy for you to use. I decide if to trust ya or not after that happens.

Sorry for ranting it out, I just wanted to let you people know about this just in case, especially to someone.. if they'll ever read this. Anyways, love ya guys and I hope you have a great day.