Family is a very beautiful word.

This expresses many bondings and relations.

We all have family.

But when being around the family makes you feel suffocated..... That's not a family.

My family - I feel toxic being around them. They make me feel like a useless shit. They think it's being protective but actually they are being over. Very much over. I want someone to tell them about my feelings but there's none who can understand me and my feelings.

I want them to understand about the freedom I need. The freedom I'm begging for.

Eventually I don't go anywhere but when I go I need my freedom. Why can't my parents understand this single bit of information. I want them to trust me and at least let me go someplaces I want to be alone.

To be honest my room is the best place in this whole world.

Parents should be protective but not overprotective! Not making their child feel that they don't trust you and they believe that you are not on the right path.

Be protective! I don't mind but snatching away my freedom is not the thing.

I'm stressed to the next level. I need a break too. But causing all this makes me want to disappear from this world.

I'm tired! I am tired which will lead me to self harming again.

Please pass this massage to them..... I want them to understand..... I hate them..... I really hate them..... I'm tired of my own life......