she is at a crossroads: a child's violent will to survive
lodged in her chest where her heart should be,
but an utter indifference along with it
LIDIA YUKNAVITCH

KEL DOESN'T REMEMBER how long she's been at the TVA.

She doesn't know when she was born, when she will die, or just how long she's spent working for the time keepers. The only thing she really knows is that she's a clone of agent Mobius Mobius, she's barely aged since her creation, and that the newest Variant to arrive at the TVA has become quite the nuisance. 

When her and Mobius become aware that Loki Laufeyson has arrived at the TVA, they immediately spring onto the case, but as they try to sort through the chaos, the mischievous God raises questions Kel has never thought to ask, and as the timeline delves further into destruction, the girl finds herself at a crossroads she can never turn back from, and one she might not want to...

OR
in which a child becomes a martyr
in which time makes exceptions

' the monsters were never
under my bed.
because the monsters
were inside my head. '

ELLA PURNELL AS...
Kel M. Mobius

The Anomaly

( made by louvrewolves )











TOM HIDDLESTON AS...
Loki Laufeyson

The Variant










OWEN WILSON AS...
Mobius M. Mobius

The Guardian










ADDITIONAL...
GUGU MBATHA-RAW AS. . . judge renslayer
SOPHIA DI MARTINO AS. . . sylvie laufeydottir

&&& the rest of the loki cast as their respective characters

' i fear no monsters,
for no monsters i see.
because all this time
the monster has been me. '

SOUNDTRACK :
I'VE GOT TO RUN.

I. ALL FOR US
zendaya

' guilty or innocent
my love is infinite,
i'm giving it '

II. CROSSROADS
don mclean

'  i've got nothing on my mind
nothing to remember
nothing to forget '

III. TO BE HUMAN
marina

'  all the things that I've
done and I've seen
still, I don't know,
don't know what it means '

IV. DROPS OF JUPITER
train

'  but tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
did you finally get the chance
to dance along the light of day '

V. CHLORINE
twenty one pilots

'  fall out of formation
i plan my escape from walls
they confined '

VI. ANCHOR
mindy gledhill

'  when I'm lost, I feel so very found
when you anchor me back down '

VII. SOBER UP
ajr

'  won't you help me sober up
growing up it made me numb
and I want to feel something again '

VIII. GOD SYNDROME
madame macabre

'  don't look at me with those eyes,
you've got no one else to blame
for your demise. '

IX. EVERYTHING I WANTED
billie eilish

' coulda been a nightmare
but it felt like they were right there
and it feels like yesterday was a year ago '

X. ONCE UPON A DECEMBER
liz callaway

' glowing dim as an ember,
things my heart
used to know
things it yearns to remember '

COPYRIGHT

All rights reserved © bymgraceee

This story is a work of fanfiction that uses characters and plotlines from the Marvel Cinematic Universe, owned by Disney. I do not own any of the characters belonging to these companies, nor do I own the plotlines and story of tfatws. I am in no way associated with the creators and executives of this franchise.

The only thing I own are the original characters and plotlines, and everything that goes with them. So please, do not steal this idea, I've worked really hard on it and if you do, that's incredibly rude and you should be ashamed.

I do not own any of the gifs and graphics used, those belong to their separate owners, which I am not affiliated with. Any copyright infringement was unintentional.

WARNINGS

Themes such as canon typical violence, gore, gaslighting, and mentions of character death, a whole lotta tears, and a good ol' time.

CREDITS

As I know of right now, I have not copied or stolen the layout from a previous author, but if I am mistaken, I would very much appreciate if you could let me know. Thanks!

Psd used for gifs: It's always you by nancyn142 on Deviantart

NOTE

This is all your guys' fault. I did not think I would make another marvel fic before finishing the first one, but that's the power of you guys and Tom Hiddleston. Well folks, buckle up, because this is gonna be a fun, angsty, and overall just entertaining ride. Kel is a very fun character and I love her relationship with Mobius and especially Loki.

On that note, I would like to address that THIS IS NOT A ROMANCE. As of right now Kel is not going to have a love interest, and please please please don't pair her with Loki, there's a huge age gap and they are the ultimate BROTP.

As of right now, only the first episode of Loki has come out, but I already have a pretty good idea of what Kel's arc is gonna be like. However, if something happens in the show that severely conflicts with what I've outlined, I will make changes. Updates for this book might be slow, as I'm gonna try to make each chapter one episode (they're gonna be long, sry guys).

ANYWAYS, I hope you guys enjoy this! As always, don't be afraid to comment, VOTE, and perhaps follow me?

Love you, Mal

STARTED: June 8, 2021
FINISHED: n/a