was that smile of yours shy?

I doubt it
looked straight into my eyes
undressing me in your mind
I doubt it now

slowly, you told me
take your time
drinking cheap wine
following movement by sight

was that your plan all along?

asked me if I smoke
for some reason answered no
obviously was a lie
what a see through lie

really, raised your eyebrows
is that so?
at least join me for a smoke
outside ain't that cold
if that's so

was that when I fell in love?

like a sweet clueless child
I watched your lips
curved around cigarette
smoke dancing up to sky

asked me to walk you home
to join you on the stairs
to give you kiss, gasp for breath
gently touch your lips

I see now
it was me all this time
that clueless girl
who smiled so shy

was that why
why you kept me close
bit too close
am I right?

slowly, I feel myself
falling into you
falling in love
the feel is new

was that it?

don't be shy to touch me
you smiled like a fox
wide, with sharp teeth
marking what was yours

mark me
bite me
make me
yours

red hair on the sheets
imagine – free dancing in the wind
wouldn't that feel like a dream
better keep them on white sheets

me – a girl you brought home
I watched your curvy hips
naked, similar to summer beach
waves drawn into your skin

was that all you wished for?

coffee in the morning
got to know you bit by bit
predict what you say or think
asked for a date before we split

what is that we fell for?