So since I'm a teenager, my mom thinks my agitated moods and quiet thinking moods are just angst.

THEYRE NOT.

I DONT KNOW IF IM DEPRESSED!

I PROBABLY AM!

IM SICK OF PEOPLE WHO LOOK AT ME LIKE IM THE SCUM OF THE EARTH

SICK OF PEOPLE WHO TALK DOWN TO ME

SICK OF THEIR ATTITUDE

She says that I should always respect my elders

IM NOT GOING TO IF THEY WONT RESPECT ME!

She says I can be bitchy

EVERYONE CAN BE

I WANT TO ASK FOR HELP

BECAUSE IM SAD ALL THE TIME, SOMETIMES FOR NO REASON

BUT THEYLL PROBABLY SAY NO AND THAT IM 'just a teenager'

IM HURTING INSIDE

LITERALLY CRIPPLING DEPRESSION