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Entry 35:
Okay before I explain all that I just have to say—people who suffer from anxiety as bad as mine should NOT be socialising as often as I have been for the past week and a half, even if all the socialising is online.

It's really bad for people like me who prefer to spend long times all alone over socialising so often. Even though it's fun, it's bad for my mentality. People who don't get anxious that often will not understand the concept.

Also it's obviously bad for my physical health; 12 hours of screen time a day is not recommended by any health professional.

So now I will explain what I meant yesterday.

~F4fs are the ultimate worst!
Explanation: Nobody likes you. Nobody cares about you. They will probably ditch you and you won't remember you followed them on a deal unless you can actually be bothered to record every single individual.

Also you are highly likely to end up following someone with a really unsuitable profile to your certain preferences. That might not sound like a problem but not everyone likes waking up to announcements that go like this:

"I suck. You suck. *insert swear words*

"Seeex."

"I hate my life and I hate my parents. Let's murder people together."

"I'm bored."

Or nobody wants to get these notifications either:

"@ replied to you: so...what's your name? Also I hope you don't mind but what school do you go to?"

"@ replied to you: Read my book, follow my friend, vote for vote, follow for follow, comment for comment, I wrote two chapters and I don't get why people don't see my talent

"158 announcements beyotch"

Are we all on the same page on why wattpad socialising can be cruel to one's mental health especially someone with anxiety?

Next thing: It's the school board's fault that I hate reading when I was a bookworm as a child. I will explain that...later.

Entry 36:
Why the heck are people still follow4following me after 2 days? Usually my comment would have moved down...guess people just really want to follow me?

Guys stop following me...I can't be bothered to follow back any longer especially when you don't want me to follow that account but another one. What's the big deal about that anyways?

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