Quick thing before this chapter starts! Another apology for yesterday's chapter, it IS up and fully fixed so if you didn't get a chance to read it after the first two fails you can go and read that now before you read this.

Enjoy! :3

-Chapter 37-

Sky leaned over the table, reaching for the keys, that lay right next to me. I grinned at him, cradling Hope in my arms and gently rocking her in hopes to lull her to sleep.

I still didn't one-hundred percent trust Sky, however, I had fallen into a deep love with the small infant in my arms. She grinned and gurgled for me, giggling in her small child-like way.

Overall, she was adorable.

I had been learning a lot about myself and my past lately, since a month had passed since Hope had been born. First of all, neither Sky or I had actual JOBS. We entertained, using a website called...YouTube. Sky's username was like... SkyDoesMinecraft or something. At first, I thought it was some strange Korean thing, but I quickly realized it was a survival game.

I did it as well, and my username was Deadlox. I have no idea why I would've picked that name, but, eh. Strange.

I also found that I have a lot of friends who were nervous about my disappearance - Tyler, Bashur, Jason, Kyle, Bodil...

There was this other person, Seto I think, that keeps trying to text me, but whenever I ask. Sky who he is or why he's texting me, he brushes me off and acts like I didn't ask him anything. It pisses me off, I suspect something happened to make him feel that way towards this...'Seto' guy.

Speaking of Jason, I jumped a little when my phone started going off in my pocket. Sky gave me a confused look, but I quickly pulled it out and showed him the screen to show him why.

Hey! Bash and I are in twn fr a con and were thinking we should visit. U up fr it?

Sent 2:03, Read 2:04

"Hey Ty?" Sky said suddenly, pulling me out of my thoughts. I glanced up, and saw him with his wallet and keys in hands, forcing his jacket on. "I'm gonna run out, we need a few things from the grocery store. I shouldn't be more than maybe an hour, hour and a half or so."

"'kay," I answered quickly, still bouncing the small infant on my hip. "Jason and Bash.." I hesitated, not sure I had said the name right or if I had even said the RIGHT name.

Sky flashed me a grin, nodding quickly. "You got it right, go on."

"Well, they're in town for some con thingy and were wondering if they could come over. Do we have anything planned?"

"Nope. I'll try to go on a quick run and be back before they get here." He finally got the jacket on and grinned to me, stuffing the wallet and keys in his jeans pocket.

"Bye Ty, love you!" I hesitated. Do I want to say it back? Do I....love, Sky? I know I have deep feeling for him ; blazing, even.

But do I...love him?

"I love you too..." I whispered, but he was already gone and out the door. I was a little too late.

-Time Skip, 1 Hour-

I gently rocked the grin back and forth, humming a tune on my breath in hopes to calm down the restless baby. Hope gazed up at me, still giggling, but she was beginning to fade off and close her eyes.

Hope was a very energetic baby, and it was always almost impossible to get her to close her eyes for her nap. Don't have a baby too early kids, it's a lot of work.

Finally, her eyes closed, and I grinned to myself. Finally, a break from her...thank goodness.

Aka THANK THE FUCKING GOD MOMMY CAN HAVE A MINUTE TO HIMSELF.

BRRRIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGG!!

A loud ringing filled the hallways, rooms and stairwells of the house, indicating me of Bash and Jason's arrival. I groaned, followed by Hopes loud wails and cries of protest as her eyes flipped open.

Sooooo close...

I reached down, cupping her tiny body in my arms and hoisting her up before walking quickly towards the door. I pulled it open, not even bothering to check who it was, since I already knew.

"Hi!" Jason cried, waving, but his eyes skipped over to the small child in my arms in almost no time flat. He immediately squealed, staring her and his eyes lighting up. "She's SOOOO CUUTE!" He giggled.

Bash stood behind him, smiling at his boyfriends adorableness, but I could tell that he was itching to react the same way, but bottled it up.

"Come on in, you guys." I stepped aside quickly. "Make yourself at home!" They seemed to know the play like the back of their hands, as they entered, kicked off their shoes and then made a beline for the living room. Maybe they've been here before....?

"This plays look great, Ty!' Jason said happily, before kneeling down in front of the movie cabinet. I laughed loudly as he began sorting through them, eyes lighting up at some of the titles we had.

"What?!" He demanded without looking at me. "I've had to deal with needy fangirls all week, gimme a break!"

I looked at Bash, who nodded quickly, his eyes shining with 'he's not kidding'.

"Hey Jason," I said quickly, eager to escape the conversation of 'fangirling', which sounded like a cult of fans and girls. If this was what being famous was like, I don't wanna sign up.

Jason quickly got up, facing me with happy anticipation.

"Would you like to hold Hope for a while?" He let out a squeal of delight, hoping up and immediately setting his butt on the couch.

I grinned, happy for the excuse of being able to put Hope down. I loved that baby with all my heart, but I was eager to be able to sit back and relax. Plus I trusted Jason to be careful with her. Of course, if anything happened I would be a responsible parent, but I craved a break from it.

I gently placed her in his arms, showing him to support her head and body. He immediately held her close, rocking her from side to side. Hope relaxed in his hold, body becoming comfortable and mouth opening a crack.

She let out a few happy giggles and gurgles, working her tiny hands out of her tiny blankets and holding them up with a little struggle. Jason laughed, taking her puny palm in his, fingers massive in comparison.

"AAAAWWWWWW!!!" Bash exploded behind me, eyes lidded, hands in front of face and knees slightly bent in a position that I could only guess identified as 'fangirling'. His eyes looked like they were melting as he squealed out. "It's a girl, right?! Hope?!"

"Yep," I agreed with a grin. "Her name is Hope. She's a lively baby." A grin danced across my lips. Just because Hope was a pain, doesn't mean she wasn't the easiest baby I expected. Of course, any baby is going to be difficult, they're tiny humans.

"Hey Ty...?" Jason asked after a few seconds, interrupting my thoughts. "Do you want to hold Hope now?"

I let out a soft laugh before collapsing on the couch, curling my arms behind me head. "No way." A relaxed sigh escaped my lips and I curled deeper into the comfortable cushions. "I'm enjoying this, hold her for as long as you want."

Sadly, however, that didn't work. After about a half an hour of talking - informing them on how little memory I still had in tact - the small infant decided she was bored and began wailing and sobbing.

I groaned forcing myself off the couch and letting my bones crack. Jason looked terrified, staring down at the sobbing child. I giggled at the look, leaning down and scooping up the body, bouncing her up and down and patting her back.

"Relax," Jason still looked frightened, so I reassured him. "It wasn't you, she's a baby, so she cries."

He nodded quickly, and I took soft steps, making sure to calm down the baby in my arms. "I'll go feed her, can one of you hold her while I do it?"

"I'LL DO IT!" Bash waved his hand, and I rolled my eyes. However, I gently placed the bundle in his hands before turning on my heel and walking into the kitchen.

I began going through the cabinets, on a hunt for baby food. Suddenly I realized why Sky had to go to the grocery store so badly, there was practically nothing in the kitchen.

I heard the door open behind me, and I stretched up, glancing into the overhead cabinet.

"Jason," I said without bothering to looking behind. "Can you do me a favor and look in the kitchen for anything labeled 'baby'?"

There was no answer, so I slowly lowered myself from the counter, closing the cabinet. I turned around, fixing my hair and headphones before looking up.

"Who are you-HEY!" I let out a scream as my mouth was covered with a cloth and two piercing eyes stared into mine.

Help-....

-A/N-

OMG IM SO SOOOORRRYYYYY...

I wrote this entire thing and then clicked "Cut" instead of "Copy".
FML...

Anyways, hope you enjoyed! I really enjoyed writing this for the first time in forever, even after It edited out :3

P.P.S. Sorry for any spelling errors didn't go over this before posting XD