carly
thought she was
a waste of a body
a body that could have given
someone who would have appreciated it
the possibility
to walk
to talk
to hear
to speak
to see
to simply be
everything they wanted

carly kept breaking the body
because it made her in control
it made her know how to
stop it
it made her know where the pain
came from

the girl's body was broken
till the realisation was awoken
that it wasn't
it was her soul // her mind
that was broken
something
she had no control over
something that made her fear-driven
something that made her destroy the body
she was given
so that finally her pain had a reason