REN POV

I woke up hours later feeling very warm on my face. I picked up my phone after yawning and stretching. I made my way to my room while my music was still playing. When I opened my door I instantly checked my mirror and saw the almost my whole face was red, even my ears. I clicked my tongue and plopped down onto my bed. Afterwords I plugged in my phone but still let the music play. 

I ran a hand through my hair and sighed. I've really fallen for this Kim guy big time. Never have I ever though that something like this could happen. It's almost like in those movies where two people meet and they instantly fall in love. Maybe, just maybe that happened to us? Naw I doubt it, something like that is very close to being impossible.

After laying in bed for what seemed like years I got up and walked to the kitchen. I was in the mood to make hot chocolate so I did just that. Once I finished everything I went back to my room. I unplugged my phone and scrolled through each of my feeds. When I was done with that I pressed Netflix and started to watch random shows and movies.

After about 4 shows I finished a good show called Arrow which I obviously binge watched. When I checked my phone battery I was at 12% so I plugged it in again. Since I had nothing to do I thought about walking to the nearby park but decided against it cause I knew I would want to listen to music on the way.

I blew a raspberry and got out of my bed to put away the empty mug. I also washed it because I didn't want to start making a pile of dirty dishes. Once I was done I put on a coat and went outside to check the mail. But unexpectedly I noticed Kim walking around. I thought he could've been walking to the park but I still watched him.

I noticed he turned his head towards my direction and I instantly faced my body towards the mailbox. I silently cursed and made my way back inside. I could feel his stare focused on my body and I speed walked. When I opened my door I quickly went inside without looking. I could feel my heartbeat becoming faster.

I clenched my chest and took deep breaths trying to calm myself. But just when I was starting to compose myself I heard three soft knocks at my door. They startled me and I yelped silently.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck."

I checked my peek hole and there he was, standing right outside of my door awaiting an answer of some sort. He looked side to side like other person would do when waiting for a door to open. I was screeching on the inside as I kept my eye on him.

"I know you're in there." He said not looking at the peek hole.

I blushed and started to freak out, he made everything seem so calm and cool like nothing was even happening. I silently backed away from the door and ran to my room silently as well. I resisted the urge to slam my bedroom door in case he could hear it.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my godddd."  I said while covering my face and shaking my head.

Afterwards I took another deep breath and opened my bedroom door. Taking off my sweater I threw it onto the bed. With each step I took towards the door I could feel my heart skip a beat. Finally I reached the door and looked at it having knowledge that he could not notice me doing it.

My hand shakily reached out to the doorknob and held it tight. I took another deep breath and slowly opened the door. When it was fully opened he looked back at it. He looked like he was about to leave but stayed when he heard the door open. I gulped and tried to say something to him but nothing seemed to come out.

Damn vocal cords

"Hey." He said cooly.

"H-hey."

"I was about to give up but then you actually had the guts to open the door."

Ouch

I made a shocked face and gulped loudly. He laughed and smiled towards me when he was done.

"Relax, I was just kidding."

I relaxed my tense shoulders and let out a breath of relief. He turned his body so he was facing me all the way. I finally built up the courage to ask him if he wanted to come in. Of course, I didn't expect him to accept but at the same time I was pretty happy to have the company. I moved to side to let him in and he smiled and nodded at me as a thank you.

I wonder what will happen now~

"Shut up inner mind." I whispered inaudibly.

To be continued