Everyday I woke up  I'd check up on you, I'd see how you were and if you needed me...when we talked about our feelings and everything, it felt like I could go on for hours and hours. And as days would go on I'd be happy to talk to you...but then one day...but then ONE DAAAAAAY! One day ya say your leavin for good! Never coming back yeah! Ya say it's game over and your gone! I say I'm sorry over and over and then she walked into my place and said, "Hey She's playing mind games she doesn't care about you and the others. Yeah she just wants the attention and the fame!" My heart broke as she gave me proof, tears fell down my cheeks like a waterfall! I became so broken and hurt a searing pain grew within me! I didn't know if I could trust you anymore, I didn't know if everything you said to me was true and if you cared about me! Yeah! Ya say that your leaving for good! But she and I both know you'll be back in a week or less! Yeah she knows how you are and how ya act! She knows all about you more than I do! I wish I knew if you really cared about me...cus this pain in my heart is killing me slowly. It's killing me slowlyyy! Yeeeeah! I wish I just knew if it all was a lie! I wish I'd asked you before, "Do you care about me at all? Do you just want break me? Do you not care about whether you hurt me or not?" Have ya been lying to me this whole time Or not!? I feel my heart and my head pounding! I'm looking and searching for the answer!!!! ...was it all just a lie? Was it all just a lie or was it the truuuuuuth...I just wanna know...I just wanted...to knoooow.