I've given up trying to love woman

Nothing is burning with a bright color

Im the hearts of girls anymore for me.

He's all I've got

And his light is soft

Orange and gentle.

It's soothes you into sleep

Wakes you up gently

Makes your eyes adjust easily.

I woke up after a night of

love

And he was still a sleep,

In his tight,

Straight

(Though he is quite the opposite)

Line.

I was on my stomach

Rear end in the air,

Drool on the covers

And hair messy.

It was a good think,

We had the top bunk,

And curtains blocked the view of the other

Sleeping boys

Because I was stark naked, cold

And wanting.

I shook his awake,

And even the smallest nudge

Made my fingers burn

'Oh my gosh,'

I whisper, his golden eyes blinking open.

'Oh my gosh, I love you.'

He hugs me and I cry.

Because, no, I have never felt this way before.

Annie was just a one sided love that wasn't for me.

Reiner

Reiner

Reiner.

All for him.

I had seen him watching me more then once when

Younger

And now, I'm so close,

He's everything I look at

He's everything I have

And he's everything that I can loose.

My tears dry at the thought

And I take in his scent.

'Yes,'

I think,

'I love this man'

- Bertolt