no, I'm not fine I'm delirious

I'm sobbing into a meaty shoulder because

The world is so hot

I just want to see Annie again

I want Marcel back I want I want I want

But how cruel fate is, because

I don't get anything

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Reiner touches me the night before

We are called out again.

It's pain, however not pleasure

Because he hugs me so tight

So warmly.

"I'm sorry, Bertolt, that I wasn't able to

See how much I hurt you those years

In the walls. I'm sorry. Bertolt. I'm sorry."

It's not an excuse that I want

It's not an apology either

I want to know if he's okay.

If he is

'fine'

like me

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Reiner battles that Titan

We saw at the tower.

It's huge, covered in hair

With sunken in eyes and

An evil grin.

He fails

And what do I do?

I pull him free.

I pull him from that

Blinding heat that seers my arms

And fuck!

Doesn't he know I'm hurting already

I'm want to die I want to diE

I wanT tO Di E R e INer saVe mE

pLEaSe

He apologizes again. Kisses me so hard and

The one seeing stars.

Not an Ending, But a Beginning

tell me how much you need me

because I have no

will of my own

-Bertolt