"Wildpaw are you okay you have not even hit the bone of your fish." Someone spoke me out of a trance it was Reedwhisker he was right as some blood of the fish dripped out of my mouth as I look into the lake water listening to whispers from the air.

"I'm sorry I must be drained I starting to hear voices..." Reedwhisker nodded as I played with my fresh kill I have heard these sounds may be due to stress or sleep deprivation are the culprit.

"Well how about after we help my little brother he is having some head problems lately. Bring you meal with you so you can finish eating." Silvertail grabbed my fresh kill and waddled to the nursery. "Hello, Minnowpad where is my brother?"

A silver she-cat stands up with a large scar on her hind flank almost crossing to her body. "Dawnkit comes here your sister is here to see you." A blonde tom kit hops over to Silvertail.

"Hello, Dawnkit it's been a while have you met my apprentice Wildpaw?" The Tom had an odd pelt as I was still unable to find how he was blonde and had silver tips and splatters.

"I saw her Minnowpad is not letting me leave the nursery for some reason lately." He was much younger than Silvertail and maybe twice as young as Riverclaw. Which makes me think how old is Silvertail if her youngest brother is still a kit rank.

"Well, it's good to see you these busy days I do wish you do feel better, but I am back with some cold lake water to clean you up as well of numb your headache now that we are low on herbs." Silvertail walks back to her den and out with some leafs to hold the water.

"So future medicine cat Wildpaw have you gotten a dream yet? Silvertail got her first one a few nights before the journey to Moonpool." I chuckle and shake my head no to my mentor's queen.

"I have not been getting restful sleep so if I did I just shake or wake up on them." She chuckles back as she nods. "Have you ever encountered Star clan?"

She paused as she most likely thinks of a story. "Once but I was unsure if it was the Dark Forest or StarClan but rogues attacked our camp I thought after a fatal blow to my hind flank," she adjusted her tail around her kits after Silvertail came back and got Dawnkit to rest. "I fell into the water in such a state of shock I could not move I even think I blacked out. But out of the darkness, I was wiped from the lake near the island. And in my den, as a sweet scent told of an old she-cat medicine cat followed me for the rest of the day." I have heard of some medicine cats like Jayfeather and Cinderpelt but never she-cat that left a scent sweet.

"Hmm, but why did you think it was also a Dark Forest cat as well?" I meowed with Silvertail even tho she has mostly heard this story millions of times.

She smiled and unsheathed her claw and doodle in the sand. " Well, long ago we had a tom that wanted complete power from the lake clans starting with RiverClan. I believed out of the corner of my eye I saw him and his icy glare. He even looked a bit like Riv- we can retell you this story Later now us not the best time..." she hushed up after seeing the mentor outside.

"Hmm alright, see you soon I hope Dawnkit feels better. Come over if you require assistance." I leap out, and I see Troutpaw is back on his feet. He noticed me, but I tried not to make eye contact. I just needed some space, and I do not wish to talk to him, he has just been so close he is almost breathing down my neck.

As I walk into the apprentice den. I fall to my feet sighing as I push in my distance from my fellow clanmates in which I am getting even more and more use to. I let my head fall to my paws as I hide my head. If I am unable to become friends here, I can at least have friends over the border. Unlike warriors medicine cats have more rules but the over limit rule does not quite apply. I miss Bluepaw so much already, and it has not even been that long.

"Thunderstorm everyone in their dens!" A yowl came from the crowd of cats, and that crowd thinned out faster than a heartbeat and the quiet friendly where I can hear myself think was gone.

Although there is about five of us it was still quite loud; I feel sorry for the dens next to us they must be very annoyed trying to sleep off the storm."Wildpaw do you think StarClan is real had they talked to you?" My head stays flat to the floor but still added volume to my voice.

"Yeah sure if you believe in it that's okay." I hissed all I want is some quiet in which these cats are not supplying for me or any cat in the lake.

"Do you believe in StarClan?" This tom is not shutting his muzzle. It looks like I will just have to answer or he will keep annoying me.

"Yes, I do. I have had my experiences."

"Really what happened? Did you win a super hard fight or did you get a dream or an omen." Why can't he just go to sleep he is so childish I would not be surprised if he starts whining and his queen tells me off.

"The fight was healing this scar it got infected once it could have killed me, so StarClan helped me drive on it was infected for the moon." He sighs as he fell asleep on my back his weight pushed me down makings unable to move. As I let sleep engulf me as well.

Walking through a forest but it was full of trees and no lake, it was quite beautiful. But out of nowhere crashing and screams. It felt like the world spun around me shaking, and then it refocuses on that she-cat it looked like Bluepaw next to her was a she-cat I never saw before she was a ginger she-cat with black stripes and lived in an ivy-covered cave . The ginger she-cat got up and I heard a scream from her way I tried to run to see what happened to the she-cat or even help but I seemed to be part of the ground. I tried to pull myself off the ground but no avail. This may be a dream but still it is horrid I am unable to help. Why is StarClan taunt me? Why would they try to tell a medicine cat apprentice to not help the ones that require help? This is horrid...