Soon everyone was fast asleep and Optimus was taking first watch. Sleep was not on your mind tonight.

The fear of returning back to Chicago made chills run down your spine. You sighed, closing your eyes tightly as the images of the battle of Chicago flashed in your mind.

The war of Chicago damaged you. It left your scarred of what you had witnessed throughout the war. So many lives lost. Sam and Carly's death...the bones and skulls that remained from those who the Decepticons.

Tears weld in your eyes as the thoughts and memories continue to flash through your mind. You pressed your hands against your face and dragged them down your face.

You turned your gaze towards Optimus. He leaned against the large rocks, his arms crossed over his chest as his gaze was locked up at the dark sky.

You worked down a hard swallow and slowly make your way towards him. He looked over at you and a soft smile framed his dermas. "Shouldn't you be sleeping?" He asked you as you adverted your gaze and shrugged your shoulders.

His blue optics dimmed for a moment, "can't sleep?" He asked once again as you forced a nod and looked up at him once again, tears now swimming in your (e/c) eyes.

The large mech nodded in reply as he transformed into his altmode and the passenger side door opened for you to enter. "How about we go for a drive?" He asked you just as his hologram appeared on the driver's seat.

Your eyes locked on his (light/dark) (e/c) eyes and smiled. You get inside and he drives out of the campsite and down the dirt road.

You looked out the window and looked out into the sandy desert. "Would you like to tell me what's wrong?" He asked you softly as he found a nice place to pull over that gave privacy for the both of you.

"I-I can't stop thinking about Chicago...  about Sam and Carly..." you mumbled out brokenly as you stared up at the sky, your vision blurred as the tears formed in your eyes.

"I...I still get nightmares and it feels like I'm there again...and it just keeps replaying over and over again and..." you trailed off as you sniffled deeply, and tried your best to blink away the tears.

"What if things go wrong at K.S.I?" You asked as he gently pulled you into his arms. "I don't want you lose you again. I don't know what I'd do if something happened to you...I-" you broke into tears as Optimus did his best to sooth you.

"I don't know what lays ahead of us but I promise it will work out." He said softly as he gently caressed your cheek. "But what if something happens or we get caught?" You asked as your lower lip trembled.

"If we stick to the plan I'm sure everything will work out my love." He soothed as you pursed your lips into a thin line and buried your face against his chest. Tears staining his (colour) shirt and soon his large arms wrapped around you, holding you close.

"I love you..." you forced out while your voice was wobbling and raw due to the crying you had just done.

"I love you too..." he said softly as he stroked your back with a hand as he pressed a soft kiss at the crown of your head.

After a longing moment of you both in a strong embrace you finally spoke once again, "Optimus?" You found yourself asking as you gently pulled away from him, your hands resting on his chest and you looked up at him.

"Is our bond broken?"

"Broken?" He repeated as you nodded, "I can barely read your thoughts or feel anything from you..." you mumbled sadly as he gently caressed your cheek.

"I believe our bond has weakened due to how damaged I was, and from how long we had been separated for." He replied sadly as his gentle hands caressed your face and you leaned into his touch.

"But it can be repaired." He added on as you looked at him and he smiled softly. "Y-you want to repair our bond?" You asked in disbelief as he nodded in reply.

"Of course I do. I love you (Y/n) and being bonded once again with you is what I always wanted." He said softly as you began to smile, tears formed in your eyes again.

"You mean everything to me (Y/n) not a day that went by when we got separated that I didn't think of you. You were always on my mind, my love for you will never die. Not even after my spark stops beating." He added on as you burst into tears all over again as you wrapped your arms around him.

"I love you too and I missed you so much. I never stopped thinking about you. Never." You sobbed out as he held you tightly in return.

By the time you both pulled away his lips pressed against yours and you happily kissed him back.

Soon after he was now in his bipedal mode. He held you gently in his large servo; your fingers gently tracing over the metal that made up his chest plate.

You knew the process of spark bonding. None of this was new to you and of course you knew how the procedure was like. Sparkbonding can take a lot out of someone especially if it involved a small human like you.

You could just make out the exterior of his spark chamber that held his spark. Faint blue light peeked through the small cracks and joints of metal that protected his spark.

As you had learned during the first time of spark bonding with Optimus was that sparks don't only give them life but it also contains their memories.

"Are you ready?" He asked you softly a you looked up at him, your (e/c) eyes met his deep blue optic gaze and nodded.

"Yes..."

There were many clicks, and cracks, including hisses as his interior locking mechanisms unlocked allowing his spark chamber to open.

A spark isn't something to mess with and just like any Cybertronian their sparks are heavily guarded.

The final panels had opened up and the light from Optimus's spark glowed a bright blue, yet the light wasn't blinding. The blue sphere, like a human's heart beat in a slow like rhythm.

You slowly reached out and gently skimmed my fingers over the surface of his spark. The tips of your fingers burned as you touched the surface but slowly the pain ebbed away as it had recognized your touch.

You take in a deep breath before pressing your palm against the blue sphere of energy. You weren't scared of how the energy latched onto you. It drew you in and held onto you.

When you first had done this with Optimus his spark had burned you. Doing whatever it could to be untouched by you. You remembered how the energy latched onto you and it made you want to pull away but you pushed through and you did it.

You closed your eyes and fought back any fears you had. You didn't want to escape from the power that latched onto you. You embraced it with open arms.

The energy from his spark began to travel up your entire arm. Soon you felt the energy surge throughout your entire body. It wasn't painful, it felt amazing. You could his spark reach for you. You could feel everything building up again, like building blocks reattaching themselves back together again.

Finally the moments you shared with one another flashed through your mind. From the day you met him till the fateful day of the battle of Chicago. Your heart raced as you take all of it in, allowing yourself to just float through them all.

Then everything had seemed to slow down as you felt that sudden click from the back of your mind and slowly the energy died down and the power of his spark unlatched from you.

Is the bond repaired? You found yourself asking as you slowly lowered your hand from his spark. 'Yes...it worked my love.' You hear Optimus say in your head as your eyes widened and you looked up at him.

"I-I can hear you again." You forced out as your heart was now hammering against your chest. You could feel him again. Hear his thoughts and that made you the happiest human alive.

You smiled with absolute joy. "It worked! It worked!" You cried out as he chuckled softly. The panels and metal parts covered his spark chamber once again and you reached out, pressing your face against his metal cheek plate and laughed with joy.

"Our bond as been be restored my love." He said softly as you could feel the happiness surging inside him.

You pressed your hands on his cold metal cheeks as you gently pressed your lips against his dermas. "I love you so much." You said softly once you pulled away and he smiled in reply.

He gently raised a digit to your cheek, catching a small tear off your cheek, "I love you too (Y/n). Forever and always." He said softly as you felt your heart skip a beat.

Soon after you both sat inside his alt mode once again. His hologram activated as he held you in his arms. You straddling his waist, your arms wrapped around his neck; fingers tangled in his (h/l) (h/c) hair, his arms wrapped around your waist with his lips pressed against yours.

Clothes now tossed to the side, your bare chest pressed against his as his hands caressing every inch. Your lips move hungrily yet softly against one another.

"Optimus..." you moaned out his lips roamed down your neck, finding your sweet spot with ease and gently left his mark on you. You closed your eyes, arching your back again his touch as the heat and pleasures surged through you.

You rolled your hips against his own. You could feel the growing bulge forming from underneath the remaining clothing that was only a reminder of what was still to come.

The pleasure felt amazing. The butterflies forming at the pit of your stomach as you could also feel his pleasure and lust throughout the newly made bond between the both of you.

Before you know it the remaining of clothing was removed which left you and Optimus both flustered and hot. He pressed his lips against yours, distracting you as he slowly pushes his length inside you.

You gasped against his lips as your fingers dug into his shoulders, your legs shaking as your inner walls clamped around his length; pulsing against him.

He moaned deeply into the kiss as he slowly began to thrust into you. Your legs wrapped tightly around his waist as you rolled hips in tempo with his thrusts. The pleasure struck you in all the right places making moans and deep pants escape your lips which was only music to his ears.

You could feel the seats of his interior heat up, warming your flustered body as you arched your back to the wonderful sensation.

"Optimus..." you moaned as his hands continued to touch you, achieving more moans to escape you. Your hands roamed his body, his lips now on your neck as his deep moans and heavy pants filled your ears.

"(Y/n)..." he moaned as he thrusted faster into you. The thrusts were deep and faster making you reach your high fast and faster.

"Optimus!" You mewled as you pressed your body tighter against him. You could feel his member clench and pulse inside you as your walls trembled. Your body shook and pulse as you were reaching your climax.

Both your moans became louder and louder as you were the first to reach your high. You came all over his member, covering your thighs and your body trembled and shook. Your legs tightened around his waist as you cried out with pleasure.

"Optimus!"

He let out a low growl as he pressed his face against your neck, his thrusts quickened as he finally came, every muscle in his body pulsed and trembled as he slowed his thrusts, savouring the moment of his release before slowly removing himself from your aching and wet entrance.

"Oh Optimus..." you said in between pants as he held you close to him. Both you and him were hot and flustered. The only sound that could be heard between you both were the heavy pants between the both of you.

"I love you so much..." Optimus said softly as he caressed your waist and left softly kisses everywhere, whispering soft praises to you as you relaxed in his strong embrace.

"I love you too..." you replied softly, pressing your face against his chest. Your eyes slowly closing and finally finding sleep to the sound of his spark beating softly against your ear.

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Well there you have it. I deeply apologize for not updating in so long. I've been trying to work on my books while being offline but I'm trying my best to get back into a writing like mood.

How is everyone doing with all this crap going around?
On the contrary Trump is an idiot to be opening things back up in the states. Sorry if I offend but once everyone starts opening things up again, and not having anymore restrictions, it will go back to square one so...that's on the clownery of the president.

ANYWAYS!!!!

I hope everyone is enjoying the book and thank you all so much for the support I have gotten throughout this novel!
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I promise I'll have more coming soon my lovelies!
Stay safe everyone and see you all in the next chapter!