I just arrived in Philadelphia Pennsylvania, and I'm trying to think of where Sabrina could live. I remember she always said she grew up in the woods, but that could be anywhere!

I stop inside a Starbucks and take my laptop out of my bookbag that I brought with me.

I search "Small towns in Pennsylvania" and wait for the results to pop up.

I see a few names such as Reading, Lancaster, and Lehigh Valley. The last one stood out to me. I don't want to uber everywhere, but I heard about a guy who sells electric bikes around here. It wasn't cheap, but I bought it anyway and set my GPS for Lehigh Valley.

It's beautiful here its got a small town vibe for sure. I spend hours going from place to place asking if anyone has heard of Sabrina. It was no use, no one knew who I was talking about. I decide to go to one last shop. It was a place called "Grandsons."

I walk into the small place and receive a small smile from a woman at the checkout desk. There is a lot of trinkets and small gifts here. I pick up a watch and walk to the desk.

"Hello ma'am," the lady says as she rings up my item.

"That will be 12.50", she says politely.

I nod and give her the cash.

"Excuse me, but would you happen to know a girl by the name of Sabrina Carpenter," I ask.

Her eyes widen.

"T-that my niece! What happened is she alright?!! Oh god", she says frantically.

"N-no no! I'm asking because, well, It's important that I find her", I say.

"Is she in some kind of trouble", she asks.

"Not that I'm aware of", I reply.

"So what do you want with her", she questions.

"She is my um, she is my other", I sigh.

"You're other," she asks confused.

I nod in response.

"Her other is a female", she asks shocked.

I roll my eyes and show her the marking on my finger and she nods.

"I'm not giving you her address", she says and I frown.

"But, I will tell you that she isn't far from here. There is a town in Lancaster County called Lititz. You should be able to find her there", she says.

"Thank you so so much", I say thanks and hand her a 50 dollar bill and race out the door.

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{Sabrina's Point Of View}

I don't have to be to work today, but Sarah does. She manages the place, and I was really disturbed after yesterday's events, so she let me stay home.

I'm sitting in my room strumming notes on my guitar, I have been learning for about a year now. It's my escape, and I have been escaping a lot more often since I went under. Maybe its because music reminds me of her. It's funny that I was a pop star in my head. I would never have the confidence or courage to actually sing for people, but with Y/n I didn't care. I want to feel that again, carefree. Being with her felt so real, so perfect.

I start humming a melody and soon words flow out of my mouth.

(A/n: Imagine Sabrina is playing the guitar and singing)

That's the only song I have ever written. It's not very good, but I tried my best. I wish I could play it for Y/n. I miss her. I wish I never had to go under, I wish I could erase the memory of her so I wouldn't hurt so much! Why couldn't I just meet her in real life?!  Why tease me?? I sigh and fall back onto my bed, closing my eyes.

"I love you Y/n," I mumble to myself before drifting to sleep.

Short chapter sorry :( But HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!! Btw My mom told me that if I was gay last night, she wants me to dress like Ellen 😂 Umm... how about no, das not my style 🙄