21.The Guilt
Preeta's Pov
My sleep got disturbed hearing my ringtone.I opened my eyes lazily and looked at my right side to see aarush sleeping next to me and beside him karan was in deep slumber holding aarush in his embrace.
My heart exploded in happiness looking at the sight.Which I had imagined many times.The scene was so adorable to my eyes that I didn't want to take my eyes off from my most precious souls.
A happy tear rolled down my eyes and I immediately wiped it remembering karan's words.I leaned towards aarush and ran my fingers through his hair kissing his head.
I looked at the time and it was 6'O clock in the evening.After taking a bath even I slumped beside them,It was much need otherwise I would have fainted due to lack of sleep.
Aarush had already slept after karan went to take bath.I knew he didn't sleep the whole night without me as swara mentioned.Even I insisted karan to sleep so that he will feel much better.
I was feeling much better now,after having some hours of sleep.I thought not to disturb them and was about to go that stopped feeling a tug on my hand.
"Karan"I whispered with a smile as he opened his eyes to look at me.
He rubbed his eyes and again stared at me now with a charming smile on his face which showed his dimples.
My heart!
How much I wanted to see him like this.I raised my eyebrows signing him to leave my hand as it was above aarush.
"Nahi"he replied in a sleepy tone and sat on the bed properly.I looked at him amused with deo eyes.
He had a frown on his face and I raised my eyebrows questioning him what?
"What happened? Head ache nahi gaya?"I asked him worriedly.
"Agar mujhe bhi kiss karti toh gaya hota!"karan replied eyeing at aarush.
"Kiss?"I widened my eyes and asked him confusingly what actually he mean?
"Ha tumne sirf aarush ko kiya abhi..even I was there beside him"I narrowed my eyes in shock realising what he mean.
Hitting my forehead with my other hand.I glared at him furrowing my brows while karan cared less of my expressions.
"It was just a.."my words stopped not knowing what to reply him.
Seriously?
I cannot believe someone can be this jealous..from his own son! Unbelievable..
"Kya?"karan asked irritatedly noting my expressions and left my hand.
"Seriously,karan? Tum jealous ho rahe ho aur woh bhi aarush se?"I asked and went towards him getting down from bed.
He immediately caught my hand and made me sit infront of him.I shook my head in disbelief and leaned to his forehead.
As my lips touched his forehead a bright smile appeared on his lips and he gave me a sheepish smile in return.
"Now I am not"he grinned widely and I poked his forehead laughing at his remark.
"Bajarbattu"I called him and giggled.
My smile turned to a nervous one when his palms rested on my cheeks and he looked into my eyes.
His love filled eyes were so special that I can stare into them for my whole life.It always melted my heart again and again and then just mattered was him.
How much I missed looking into them!
"I want you to smile like this always,It's so precious for me"he whispered rubbing his thumb over my cheek bone.
A cheerful smile broke my lips listening to him as he tucked my hair strands behind my ear.
I lowered my eyes blushing because of his stare and my heart beat raised to its highest when I felt him leaning towards me.
This feeling was so fresh and warm.His touch which actives my nerves.He had that power on me where I can melt into his arms at anytime.
"look at me"he whispered against my lips and I shivered feeling his warm breath.Now I would open my eyes in my dreams.
My fingers turned into fists on his lap as we were facing eachother.A craving to feel his lips was the only thought running in my mind.
A new kind of sensation and a shiver grew in my heart and body when I felt his lips on mine that It still felt like a dream.
Enchanting dream!
Before we could move our lips to kiss that karan startled slightly and immediately moved back when aarush threw his leg on karan's lap as he was sitting beside him.
My eyes widened like a saucer and fell on aarush who was rubbing his eyes cutely sleeping on his back ,now looking around lazily.
I gulped and pressed my lips together to look at karan's expressions who was looking at aarush with a cry baby face.
He looked back at me and shut his eyes tightly.I can bet how annoyed he was.I giggled at him and stood up from the bed.
Aarush sat on the bed and saw karan who was sitting beside him.He approached karan and sat on his lap surrounding his legs around karan's waist and rested his head on karan's chest again closing his eyes to sleep.
Karan's heart melted looking at his actions and feeling him in his embrace.He immediately surrounded his arms around him and hid him in his chest feeling overwhelmed.
Whereas I was standing there looking at them with a dreamy look on my face and smiled emotionally.They carries my whole heart.
Karan smiled looking at me and eyed at aarush giving a winning look.I instantly got that what he meant and rolled my eyes moving outside the room to let karan handle him.
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Karan's Pov
My heart was pounding in happiness that I can't express just in some words.My little munchkin sleeping in my embrace cutely like a baby.
my baby!
He is the biggest treasure of my life that I will always keep safe and happy.The way he came and sat on me won my heart to the fullest.
I eyed preeta showing her how aarush came towards me rather than her and gave her a winning smile.I laughed as she rolled her eyes and went outside.
"Aaru"I called stroking his hair.It was evening and if he sleeps for some more time.I am sure he won't sleep early at night.So I thought to wake him up.
He stirred in sleep and again snuggled into my chest.I smiled kissing his head lovingly.His every actions makes me to pull his cheeks but I cannot do that everytime knowing that he makes annoying face when someone does that.
"Aaru jaldi utho..mamma apke sare chocolates kha rahi hai"I said finding a way to wake him up.
"Mumma"he called looking up to me making an irritated face.I chuckled and finally pulled his cheeks slightly followed by a kiss on his both chubby cheeks.
"Papa"he whispered rubbing his nose with the back of hand and saw me lifting his head to face me properly with a grumpy face.
"Abb kya hua?"I asked and gulped not getting his expressions.
I cannot guess his expressions and immediately stood up picking him up.Only preeta can handle him now,he literally won't leave her alone.Always wants to gain attention from Everyone, especially preeta's when he is surrounded by people.
Preeta was cleaning the kitchen slab and I made aarush sit on the edge of the slab.Her eyes diverted to us and she raised her brows at me asking what?.
"Iske expressions mujhe samjh mein nahi aate babydoll.See mein isse uthane ki koshish kar raha tha toh aise dekh raha tha mujhe..jaisa abb ro lega"I explained her looking at aarush who was now gazing both of us blinking his eyes.
"You need some days to understand him completely..aise thodi na hai mera beta..he is so special and impossible to understand easily..hai na honey!"Preeta asked standing near him and surrounded her arm around his back.
Aarush rested his head on her belly and I narrowed my eyes seeing the duo and stood behind preeta.She laughed at me and went back to her work.
"Tum fresh up ho kar aao and take him with you.mein tab tak kuch khane ko banati hu"preeta said.
I nodded and forwarded my hands in front of aarush.He jumped on me and I caught taking him in my arms while going outside the kitchen.
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"Papa waha..dada dadi bhi rehte hai?"aarush asked excitedly.
As I said to him that we will live in Mumbai from now.His rail of questions weren't stopping since then.
"Ha aur aap waha new school mein jayenge,new friends"I said making him more excited.
"Sacchi! mujhe new school keliye new bag,shoes,books sab chahiye"aarush said counting his fingers telling his list to purchase the things he wanted.
I chuckled and kissed his cheeks.
"Yes,tumhe kya kya lena hai sab le lena okay"I informed him happily.
"Kya loge tum?"preeta asked entering the room and shook her head looking at us.
"Aaru waise nahi baithte utro"preeta said to him as aarush was sitting on my stomach and I was laying on the bed.
"No mamma mein yahi baithunga"aarush argued to her shaking his head in no.
"Kya kar rahi thi tum?"I asked as she came after an hour.
"Dinner..it's 9'O clock,khana nahi hai kya?"preeta asked and I raised my eyebrows realising the time.
While Talking and playing with my boy I didn't even notice the time.I wondered how preeta must have felt taking him in her arms for the first time and the rest of the days.
How small he must be?How his face looked like?How cute he was?How preeta may have handled this lil munchkin when he was a small baby?
These were the only thoughts running in my mind since I am here and talking with both naturally.It may feel normal now.But my heart knows it well,the guilt always kills me and makes me to regret like hell.
I don't know what would have happened then If we were in good terms.But now it hurts much seeing his excitement in little things and to meet his family.
Those 5 years went like hell, if I had listened to her properly that day.We would have been together till now and preeta would be sitting in our home happily with my family rather than working outside.
It ached my heart when I got to know that she was working and managing everything even at home.
My mind was in deep thoughts but I came back to sense and looked at preeta who called me again.
"Karannn!it's the 5th time I am calling you..kaha kho gaye tum?"she asked and reached us.
Even her actions and the smile on her face was all I wanted.It makes my heart calm and steady.Her love filled eyes and heart which I wanted and I got it back finally.
But I don't know whether she will forgive me or not.It must be too difficult for her.The days she went through carrying a baby along is not that easy ,being a single parent in her young age.
She must have suffered a lot.I just hate myself for everything I did to her and even myself.I can never forgive myself for everything we went through even though it's feel like normal now.
"Kya soch rahe ho tum?"she again asked and made aarush to sit on the bed.I sat up on the bed and shook my head in nothing.
"Kuch toh hai?"she asked confusingly but I smiled slightly again nodding my head in no.
"Kuch nahi babydoll,let's have dinner"I said to her and got up from the bed.
"Aaru chalo"Preeta said to aarush and he jumped from the bed walking with me.
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To be continued.
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I know it's small chapter..but didn't felt like updating the whole chapter which I wrote.
Many readers don't care even if I give long chapters so I have updated this only of my constant supports.
Will update the next chapter in the Evening or night..If I feel like updating 🙂.
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